miss you nan jac... birthdays were not the same without you and the home made cards!! i no we probally ended on bad terms but i do love you! i miss ringing u whn i ill and hearing about ur day and the dogs! i just miss you so much. why did you have to go :(
i love you and i need you to try and understand me, not just trell me to gte on with it because i cant. i know u try but sometimes i feel u dont wanna know me. love you my jamesal!
My hero wears Combat boots and Camos!
I love that boy!! xxxxx
People walk in and out of our lives everyday, But those special people leave footprints in our hearts and minds.
I miss you so much it hurts.
He is just a temporary diversion to how I feel about you.
I can't wait to see you Sunday.
I still love you and always will.
Sparkling angel, I couldn't see, your dark intentions, your feelings for me.
It's killing me too
It's so wrong not to be with you
It's getting harder to stay awake It's killing me too
It stops my heart just to be with you
So listen cause you are the only one who cares to hear
I hate the way you know me better than I know myself. I hate the way that you think i'm not trying, when I really am. I wish I could tell you everything I want, and need to say but I'm REALLY scared. Scared that you wouldn't believe me. I already feel like the problem child who has everything wrong with her. I don't know what to do, to make you realise that I am trying so hard to get better. I wish you had a higher opinion of me, I'm going to aim for it.
Its nearly been a year since we last spoke and i still miss you. You are the only person i have ever met who i could speak to about anything and the only one i ever spoke to about 'this'. You made my life so much better and so much worse at the same time, you were both right and wrong for me. I have days when i long to talk to you but i know you'd never feel the same. I believed i knew you, understood you for who you really were, more than anyone else had. But knowing you it was all just a lie.
If it was the choice between santa or you..I'd have picked you.
Little do you realise but you have made my evening and given me hope there may still be time for us.
I can't wait to see you in the morning.
He will never be as good as you and will never replace you.
I know I sent you texts last Friday even though you said I didn't.
Not sure whether you were just saving my embarassment or whether it was because the things I said were sweet and straight from the heart.
I've been looking through our photos again.
I wanna look good for you tomorrow.
Sparkling angel, I couldn't see, your dark intentions, your feelings for me.
wtf, why the f*** did you message me today and say "hey".
i wish i could have said something back, but i didn't realize i was online, until 3 hours after you sent me a message, but.. i don't understand why you messaged me.
[color=Green]from her cowboy boots to her down home roots <3
I think you could save me. Whats scary is I think you feel the same.
I've never felt so safe as when you are holding me.
I've been heartbroken. I think this could be different. I think you can change my life.
and it scares me.
"If you don't stand for something in your life, then you will fall for anything"
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls,
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
Yes, I do like him. He is rather amazing.
But, No, I won't persue it.
He's one of your best friends and I don't want to hurt you, even if you do like the idea of it.
They've been gone a day and I already miss having them around. =[
I really like you but i dnt know wat u want from me.
I miss you when your away at army camp.
I want to tell you everything about me, about the fact that i used to self harm but im scared that you wont want me because of it.
I just wish you would tell me where we are right now...
Love you mate...I will never be able to repay you for saving me....
I felt so secure and safe when you hugged me, like it was me and you against the world, like I could really stop this cutting for good with you to help. You were the only person I ever told about my SI, I trusted you with my deepest secret and you screwed me over. I ****ing hate you!
