*cuddles Kat, Naty, & Soph* How are you all doing today?
Bloodwork went well, she got me on the first jab which is a miracle in & of itself, lol. I am usually pretty "hard to get" :P so that was nice. Then we went to uni and I did stuff, went to class, blah blah, binged, not so good, went to class, ate supper, went to class, went to bed. That was pretty much my day. >_<
Today I have a snow day!!! *bounces* Am very happy about that although I still have to take a quiz. :( Have not been doing very well on them - 11/15 to 13/15 so I feel really dumb. Guess I'm just not putting forth enough effort, stupid me. :( But it's nice to have the day off and Jarrod will be coming home early too, because the roads are bound to be worse later. And tomorrow he's taking off as well as the roads are supposed to be terrible then. I don't know though... we'll see.
*sigh*
Feel pretty exhausted right now tbh. Stupid life of mine!! :(
RYL family: Doikers is my brother
All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter into another! - Anatole France.
*Hugs April* I am alright thanks. Glad the bloodwork went well. They always have trouble getting blood from me. 13/15 I think thats good, thats practicully all of them right, I think you are too hard on yourself.
"Recovery is something that you have to work
on every single day and it's
something that doesn't
get a day off."
*hugs Kat* Probably am too hard on myself, am a perfectionist, have a 4.0 in my major and am freaking out about keeping it this term. :(
*hides*
RYL family: Doikers is my brother
All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter into another! - Anatole France.
Just updated my r/v thread, ED/SUI trig I think.
Damn this life, I hate it. Or I hate my head, one of the two.
RYL family: Doikers is my brother
All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter into another! - Anatole France.
Thanks Kat... sorry for being so... demanding? or something, I dunno. :(
RYL family: Doikers is my brother
All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter into another! - Anatole France.
*cuddles back* Thanks... I know that there are really no great words of advice that can be given... I don't know. I just want to give up. :( I am getting to a breaking point, seriously close to breaking, and I don't know what to do about it. Hospital would be useless. How I wish I had been born with different genetics!! :( (as long as they were better, that is, heh)
How are you doing? just alright?
RYL family: Doikers is my brother
All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter into another! - Anatole France.
*cuddles Kat* Awh, I hope your back feels better soon!! How has your day been going so far? Er, well, I guess it's night there so you'd best be in bed now!! heh. :P Silly hemisphere differences!!
*cuddles Katy* How you doing, love? And yeh, I've had those times, when I didn't know whether therapy went well or not. They suck... but hopefully you'll have gotten something helpful out of it. :)
♥
RYL family: Doikers is my brother
All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter into another! - Anatole France.
Flatmate just text saying they have suddenly decided to go to a concert, so won't be back till at least a couple of hours for tea, they said I don't have to wait, but feel guilty as we were meant to be eating together, but I hate eating so late, its already 8 here and I often have to eat late, like 10/11 because of them.
"Never be a spectator of unfairness or studpidity. The grave will supply plenty of time for silence." Christopher Hitchens
'When words fail, music speaks'
I am transsexual and homoromantic and proud to be.
I don't like talking about myself most of the time as it is, so who knows if it helps or not, got to give it a try though cos i usually give up after a couple of weeks.
I'm alright today, had a wobble yesterday because of the falling out with a friend who likes to **** stir thing (what was going on last week about the whole email thingy, may have said it already) but i'll just let her get on with acting three and i'll sit and do some uni work i think!
I wish I knew what was happening in my own head. My thoughts and emotions are confused, entwined together. Its like im having my own personal game of tug-a-war within my own head. "sigh"
