*cuddles April* I managed to get through it, got very anxious at one point as the teacher was making people go up and try to pretend to sell a person, but luckily she didnt make me do it, I also played a piece and everyone said it was really good :)
Although I am really tired now, didn't get to sleep last night until about 4 and my alarm went off at 8, not fun. Got 2 coaching sessions later for my quintet, we are in a competition next week. Going to a new LGBT youth group tonight, which I am looking forward to as I know a few people who go already which helps.
Sorry your tired aswell, you not stupid, I know life sucks and its very un fair but that doesn't make you stupid. Hope you get your cleaning done and your ceiling gets fixed.
*cuddles Kat, Ally and IAL*
"Never be a spectator of unfairness or studpidity. The grave will supply plenty of time for silence." Christopher Hitchens
'When words fail, music speaks'
I am transsexual and homoromantic and proud to be.
*cuddles Oliver* I'm glad that the class went okay. :) I hope your day goes okay... thanks for the support, it means a lot.
Just updated my r/v thread with my latest rants. Not really sui trig, I don't think, not this post either. It has brief mentions of it but nothing too bad. Just rants on advice given by some friends (not on this site).
*hides*
RYL family: Doikers is my brother
All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter into another! - Anatole France.
I'm ready for those guys to come & fix the ceiling... at least I won't have to be here when they are... although I think they're nice. The landlord is. I don't know about his brother as I've never met him. *taps foot impatiently* Poor Daniel (cat) has to stay in his (extra large dog cage) for the whole day... room enough for his litterbox, food, water, and also tall enough for him to jump on top of his 'box - it's like a little doghouse except the flap door fell off and there's litter inside instead of a blanket!! lol.
Ugh. I don't feel good. :( And I'm going to be away most of the day from being able to text my NP. NOT good. :(
*hides some more*
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Reason: adding 2 words :)
RYL family: Doikers is my brother
All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter into another! - Anatole France.
*hugs Tineke*
Don't worry April I don't know what shwa is either.
*cuddles April*
Would love some sleep right now, but got a rehearsal in an hour, really, really not fun, especially when you feel like you are going to fall asleep any minute. PLan for 2night, get into bed early, watch something for 30/60mins then light out and attempt to sleep.
"Never be a spectator of unfairness or studpidity. The grave will supply plenty of time for silence." Christopher Hitchens
'When words fail, music speaks'
I am transsexual and homoromantic and proud to be.
Sorry, had to put that out there. :P You can watch it free online. :) We do at times & it's a lovely show if you like forensic anthropology. And a little grossness mixed in there at the start of the show when they first find the body. >_<
Waiting, waiting, waiting for those guys to show up... *sighs*
I am so tired. Just want to go back to bed. But if I do, then they are sure to show up. Damnit.
RYL family: Doikers is my brother
All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter into another! - Anatole France.
ahh ok thanks for explaining Tineke.
I have a coaching session with my quintet, its the first of 2.
*hugs* finger sounds painful, hope it gets better soon
*hugs April* I think I saw an advert for bones on TV a while ago, it looked pretty strange, just digging up bodies and stuff, but was only the advert. I might have to watch an episode of doctor who, do they show dr who over in the US?
Same with me, I want to go back to bed, but then I would fall asleep and miss stuff.
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Reason: adding stuff
"Never be a spectator of unfairness or studpidity. The grave will supply plenty of time for silence." Christopher Hitchens
'When words fail, music speaks'
I am transsexual and homoromantic and proud to be.
in answer to your question April, its not that amazing when you find out where it came from:
Naty is a misspelling of my first name (Katy), a friend told me off via msn and he spelt my whole name wrong (Naty Thingy Colbery) and it has stuck.
Dolen Ortus is a latin phrase, the literal translation is Painful Birth but Dolen by itself means Painfully and Ortus can mean one of many things (birth, garden, origin, grounds, rising, park, source) so I take it to mean Painfully rising!
Thanks, Tineke, for the help!! I asked my mum also (English teacher) and she was able to tell me. So that was useful too. Yey, I can now pronounce your name. :D Lol. *cuddles* That infection sounds painful. :( Are you taking care of it now?
*cuddles Oliver* I hope that the coaching session goes well. :) Also, Bones is really good, it's about a forensic anthropologist who solves crimes based on bone evidence. It's pretty scientific at times but I really enjoy it. We watched a lot of episodes when we (husband & I) were at Vince's. I've heard of Doctor Who but I've never watched any. What's it about?
*cuddles Katy* That's a really awesome sn. :) I like it a lot. "Painfully rising" - how true for all of us - well, those of us who are trying to recover, at least. How're you doing today?
I really, really want to binge. I hate myself so much. I'm at my parents' house & my mum keeps offering me food & I'm giving in... eating eating eating. I HATE MYSELF. I'm going to be a blimp if I am not careful. I'm so scared that I won't be able to control myself.
I honestly don't know what to do. I'm out of cell phone reception so I can't text my NP or Jarrod or therapist like I normally would. Guess I'll have to rely on RYL...
RYL family: Doikers is my brother
All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter into another! - Anatole France.
“Never lose faith in yourself,
and never lose hope;
remember, even when this world throws its worst and then turns its back,
there is still always hope.”
Thanks, Louise. *hugs back* I think I will post in my r/v thread in a bit, if you want to read... it will be ED trig and possibly more so be careful. I'll post back here once I'm done posting there. :-/
How are you?
RYL family: Doikers is my brother
All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter into another! - Anatole France.
All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter into another! - Anatole France.
Glad you're happy... but ignoring problems is not good. :-/ *hugs* And you're welcome. :)
I'm not doing too well. :(
RYL family: Doikers is my brother
All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter into another! - Anatole France.
Thanks, Louise. *hugs back* I think I will post in my r/v thread in a bit, if you want to read... it will be ED trig and possibly more so be careful. I'll post back here once I'm done posting there. :-/
How are you?
I am not great, I am going to read your post now.
*hugs everyone*
“Never lose faith in yourself,
and never lose hope;
remember, even when this world throws its worst and then turns its back,
there is still always hope.”
*Hugs april* I know, but there is so much going on in my life that i can't decide what to deal with first, still waiting for counselling to get back in touch with me about stuff though.
“The good things don’t always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.”
“Nobody important? Blimey, that’s amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before.”
“If it’s time to go, remember what you’re leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.”
*cuddles everyone* Home now, have a headache & a crapload of schoolwork to do before tomorrow that I don't want to do. Want to play WoW & escape.
RYL family: Doikers is my brother
All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter into another! - Anatole France.
Sorry. *feels dumb*
I'm so scared that I won't be able to control myself.
don't be sad April! Take a short break before doing your work!