*cuddles for all* How is everyone doing today so far??
Oliver, I'm proud of you for coming out to your sister!! Any idea why she was upset? Just the unexpected bit probably... hopefully no biases on her part. Anyway, well done. :) I know how undecided & worried you were about telling her. *squishes*
Naty, IAL, Ash, Ally, Kat, how're you all doing??
RYL family: Doikers is my brother
All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter into another! - Anatole France.
“Never lose faith in yourself,
and never lose hope;
remember, even when this world throws its worst and then turns its back,
there is still always hope.”
Thanks April *cuddles*
She said she felt bad for worrying about stupid things like few rows with friends etc when I was going through this and then she got really freaked out and thought I was a different person, because I told her about going by a different name at trans groups. It really hurt seeing her cry the last thing I want to do is upset and hurt her. We spent the day together today, went to a museum, watched some TV, cooked food together, just been chatting like normal, but its pretty obvious both of us were avoiding talking about it, she seemed pretty distant and not so cheery and talkative as usually. She goes home tomorrow and I'm going to give her a bit of time then send her an email with some websites for family of trans people. Its just so hard seeing her cry and be upset, she is the first family member and closest person I have come out to.
*cuddles everyone, then goes hide in a corner* just keep wanting to cry, but cant too damn scared
"Never be a spectator of unfairness or studpidity. The grave will supply plenty of time for silence." Christopher Hitchens
'When words fail, music speaks'
I am transsexual and homoromantic and proud to be.
“The good things don’t always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.”
“Nobody important? Blimey, that’s amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before.”
“If it’s time to go, remember what you’re leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.”
*hugs oliver* it is a big adjustment to deal with, i'm sure she will come round to the idea eventually, look at the positives, i mean she didnt run away when you told her!
*hugs everyone|*
Hi April, I''m alright at the moment, just waiting to get an email off a tutor about my friend writing a malicious email about me and them i contacting said friend to tell her i want nothing more to do with her (its all a bit complex) and it will put me on a downer for the week as she was supposed to be my best friend.
I am feeling rubbishy, so tired, got up at 4:30am again today and just want to sleep. Maybe I will. I cancelled therapy and tutoring hours for today as I have to get my psychology portfolio done but I have no idea how to do it... so **** that. I am so lost. My senior sem prof is anything but clear. :(
I'm so frickin' tired!!!! Been getting up before 5am for about 5 days now. :(
RYL family: Doikers is my brother
All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter into another! - Anatole France.
*big cuddles for Naty* I'm sorry, love... that has got to be really, really tough. Hang in there. ♥
I'm so tired. Got up at 4:45am again this morning... so I would have time to play some WoW before having to do schoolwork. I am such a ****ing loser.
I hate myself so much. :(
RYL family: Doikers is my brother
All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter into another! - Anatole France.
*hugs everyone* thanks :) It's a relief to have sorted this out becuase it has been hanging over my head for quite a while now, so although it hurts now, i am kinda relieved, just starting to realise how much the friendship had been pulling me down.
*cuddles Naty & Kat* Glad that things got sorted out, Naty. And I'm also glad that you're feeling a bit better about it... although it must be kind of sad at the same time, a little.
Kat, how you doing? ♥
I can't help but hate myself. I'm a despicable person. :(
Got so much uni work to do before 1pm and it's 11:20am now. I am running out of time, energy, and impetus to get it all done. Shoot me now...
RYL family: Doikers is my brother
All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter into another! - Anatole France.
*cuddles April* I am ok'ish, can't sleep though. It's almost 3:30am here. You are not despicable hun, what makes you think that? All you can do is your best with the uni work, you'll get there hun xxx
"Recovery is something that you have to work
on every single day and it's
something that doesn't
get a day off."
*cuddles Naty* I'm glad you have managed to sort things out.
*cuddles Kat* how are you?
*cuddles April* your not a despicable person, your very kind and caring, but I know how it feels to hate yourself :(
Hope you manage to get your uni work done.
My friend just came round with pancake mix and we had yummy pancakes :) April your waking up at 4.45am and I'm going to bed at bout 4/5am, its not good very tired throughout the day, but I am blaming the olympics!!
"Never be a spectator of unfairness or studpidity. The grave will supply plenty of time for silence." Christopher Hitchens
'When words fail, music speaks'
I am transsexual and homoromantic and proud to be.
*cuddles Kat* sorry you can't sleep, mmm its not great, but then I do sit in the kitchen watching olympics till about 3, so cant moan, but I am getting excited the curling is on soon, I got a bit obsessed with it last time and its the only winter sport we seem any good at.
"Never be a spectator of unfairness or studpidity. The grave will supply plenty of time for silence." Christopher Hitchens
'When words fail, music speaks'
I am transsexual and homoromantic and proud to be.
“The good things don’t always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.”
“Nobody important? Blimey, that’s amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before.”
“If it’s time to go, remember what you’re leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.”
Been getting up before 5am for about 5 days now. :(
