tell someone something without telling them... - Page 7

Warrior_x · 15-08-2007, 08:42 PM

^^^ Hope you're ok hunni *hugs*

K - This morning you said the worst thing you ever could say. I hate you for that.

*Gothic*Angel* · 15-08-2007, 08:53 PM

mum your destroying me......i love you so much but i dont think i can cope anymore.....why are you doing this to me i have no idea.
i love you....your my mum.

but you have to stop doing this.....its killing me inside.
im breaking down only you dont see it because i dont show you.

i cant lose you too

Field Of Paper Flowers · 15-08-2007, 10:09 PM

I just don't want to be around anymore or keep being triggered. I can't handle how people are being for my decisions. I just don't know how much I can hack it. Can't handle going back.

*phantom* · 15-08-2007, 10:33 PM

^^ honey...don't do anything silly...please...and even though i don't know you...
I LOVE YOU!!! <3

j.
aah i feel so rejected...
text me or something...
anything.

anyone...?
please love me...
that's all i want...
someone to love me.
<3

Field Of Paper Flowers · 15-08-2007, 11:25 PM

Dad why are you doing this to me? Why can't you keep that ****ing mouth of yours shut? You've upset me these past few days and your doing a good job of me beginning to hate you right now, and I don't want that. I just can't stop crying now. You've got people reminding me of what I want to get away from. Why? Why are you doing that?

RenewedHope · 15-08-2007, 11:33 PM

When are you going to accept me for who I am?I can't be perfect why can't you just understand that

Warrior_x · 17-08-2007, 02:55 PM

I wish it didnt have to be like this. I wish everyting could be forgotton and we didnt argue over little things. Sometimes I think its best we didnt talk anymore. But would that bother you? Best friends? Sometimes I wonder if you're for real or whether you're just pretenting like you have done before.......

Warrior_x · 17-08-2007, 03:02 PM

When are you going to learn? The guilt trips don't work anymore!

Hel · 18-08-2007, 08:11 AM

sometimes.. i wish i'd never met you

atropine · 18-08-2007, 03:56 PM

If you hadnt left I dont think I'd still be like this, or be in such a mess... but I don't blame you anymore!

Jackal · 18-08-2007, 04:26 PM

DW- Who the **** are you to tell me to control my dog? You say mines out of control everytime I see your lab x its trying to knock mine to the ****ing ground! If they wanna play fine. But Mally is a greyhound, you try ****ing catching him when he's running 100 miles an hour down a path!!
And yes I'm sorry if you dont like me but that just cant be ****ing helped can it. I try my best to talk, too include myself in the conversation and have a laugh but for some reason the sound coming out of my mouth seems alien to everyone. And oh the reason why I dont seem to wear a lot of clothes for dogwalking is quite simply because I cant afford the ****ing £80 anoraks and £20 boots the rest of you seem to wear. I am sorry if I am younger than you. If I seem stand offish. I am simply terrified I will say the wrong thing and not fit in.
My dog is not aggresive. He isnt even all that confident. He just runs ****ing fast and there is nothing I can do about that, if you get knocked over. It is an accident. Keep out of the way when he is running. I cannot keep him leashed all of the time it simply isnt fair.

Jackal · 18-08-2007, 04:27 PM

DW- I also blame you for making me need another ****ing cigarette when Im trying to quit. And yes its childish but Im still going to blame you.

*Scarlett* · 18-08-2007, 06:48 PM

For months i didn't know where you were and that scared me. Now i do and i realised that your not the one i was missing in the first place. Your not the one i want anymore. I'll never forget you but now i realise i don't need to anymore, it doesn't hurt so bad now.

Grandma - I did it. I'm going to uni soon. I hope your proud. I wish you could be here to see it. It was the only thing i could think to do to make you happy. First giirl in our family. Miss you.

*phantom* · 18-08-2007, 07:54 PM

anyone...
please love me.

Field Of Paper Flowers · 18-08-2007, 11:04 PM

Stop slagging people off and look at yourself for once!
It's you who you need to be slagging off, not anyone else.
You need to take a good hard look in the ****ing mirror!

EyelinerAndCigarettes · 18-08-2007, 11:13 PM

I wish i could let you in
or at least someone
but i cant.
im sorry.

emily.disenchanted · 19-08-2007, 06:23 AM

Im sorry I guess, I just wish that you could understand Im not asking anything of you I just had to tell you, I needed you to know that I like you that some how your different, that for some reason I find you so fascinating, Im not asking for a serious comittment Im not even asking to be more than friends, I just needed you to know and work out what you want because I love you as a friend and I would dearly love to be more than friends, I just need somone and you seem to be able to understand

Warrior_x · 19-08-2007, 01:29 PM

I can't do another month of this. They are getting worse by the day. I need a release but I can't. I have to be strong for you. For my friends. If Im not strong then Im no use to you or them. I love you and don't want to see you hurting cos if me doing it.... please just promise you wont be mad if i do.

Chrissyann · 19-08-2007, 01:29 PM

I cut. I'm so sorry I let you down. I did try, but it was just too hard. I'll try again, and I will get to a month. I promise. Just please don't be mad at me when you find out.

Warrior_x · 19-08-2007, 01:52 PM

What you said hurt... Im not going to tell you it hurt.... im not going to let you havethe satisfaction of knowing it hurt me. But thanks. Cos im never going to forgive you for saying that! Do you know how much that has knocked my confidence or don't you care?