Sweetie, as somebody who does not have an ED and so doesn't have "rose coloured glasses" over your situation, you are very, very sick. I've read many of your posts, and I just wish you could see how much your body is hurting from this. I think you are a sweet person who has many people who care about you, and I know you know you have a problem, deep down. I do believe you should be in IP, and if you're not admitted, the doctors are morons, plain and simple.
Baby girl, you're so amazing, so damn amazing, you deserve to live & you WILL live. You will. I promise. You'll get through this.
If you are worried you may freeze up, can you write it all down & give it to them? You need to be honest & open with them baby, & if writing it all down will help, then please do it. Please. You need to do this. You gotta live, and the path you're on right now is not one to living...
You can do this.
You can beat this bitch.
I know it's so frightening & daunting, but you CAN do this.
You're so strong baby girl.
So strong...
Do it for me, do it for everyone here, but most of all, do it for yourself.
You deserve this help & IP & support & recovery & freedom & happiness & to live.
&I'll be there to make sure you get that.
It'll be okay angel, I promise.
good luck
im sory only just found this thread but you are amazing and give everyone wonderful support and you deserve really good support of your own
x
"A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'"
Good luck Helen, I wish you all the very very very best... I hope you can tell them how very bad things are for you now, but also that you want to live, so they can help you get the support you need to get you there.
Don't give up, good luck, let us know how it goes. xxxx <3
Helen's just told me that they're going to admit her within the next 2- 3 weeks, & she'll be there for a few weeks, roughly 5-6 weeks. She's on her way here now so she'll be able to update & give more info on what happened. :)
I'm SO proud of you baby girl, this is AMAZING news.
You're so strong. Well done!
You make me so proud... I'm SO proud of you.
This is GOOD. It'll be okay baby, I promise.
I love you so much.
Oh my gosh you have no idea how pleased I am for you Helen!
You've needed this for years!
I know it's going to be hard but you're sooooo strong...
You will get better sweetie,,
You will live.
xxx
Well content loves the silence, It thrives in the dark, With fine winding tendrils,That strangle the heart,
They say that promises sweeten the blow, But I don't need them, No, I don't need them...
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