Kat, I do hope that you'll be able to get to sleep soon. :( Insomnia sucks, I know it pretty well although not recently. *cuddles*
*hugs Naty* Awh, well, I hope that you do better on it than you think you will. What's the difference between seminar & lecture? :-/
*hides some more*
RYL family: Doikers is my brother
All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter into another! - Anatole France.
*cuddles Kat, April and Naty*
Hope you get some sleep Kat.
I'm glad your glad to be back Naty, but caffine highs aren't too great.
The counselling session was mega intense, about 25 qu's which were all similar as it was an intro session and I was there for about 2 hours, but I actually told her a lot of stuff which I have never done before I usually sit there in silence refusing to answer. I am going to be given a LGBT counsellor at the place to work with over the coming weeks and there are also groups for self harmers and LGBT young people so hopfully it will all help and I hope I get on with the counsellor ok, as thats one of my biggest worries.
I'm sorry you had a bad session April
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Reason: added stuff
"Never be a spectator of unfairness or studpidity. The grave will supply plenty of time for silence." Christopher Hitchens
'When words fail, music speaks'
I am transsexual and homoromantic and proud to be.
All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter into another! - Anatole France.
rargh, got up late/missed class/didnt finish paper due today.
and had lunch AND am on so am gonna seem even huger when gotta get weighed in 40 =s
EUGH.
“The good things don’t always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.”
“Nobody important? Blimey, that’s amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before.”
“If it’s time to go, remember what you’re leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.”
Erm well a lecture is like the main overview of certain topics that are being studied. and seminars are like small groups that go over the topics and are student led. That make sense.
I will definatley fail the essay because its very under the word count and they can't pass you for it. But it's ok i was advised to at least submit something so i can resubmit later on
Ah yes Naty, that does make sense. :) Thanks. It's totally different here in the States, which is why I got confused. Hehe. *hugs* How you doing today?
*cuddles Kat* How're you? Yeh, I'm okay, just REALLY angry at my therapist... wrote about it in my venting spot, don't want to take up more space ranting here (or in any other thread other than my personal ones) about it. :(
*sigh*
*leaves more cuddles for everyone*
RYL family: Doikers is my brother
All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter into another! - Anatole France.
Awh, what's going on? anything I can help with? *gentle cuddles*
I'm glad that you think my anger is justified. :-/ I don't feel like it is... I don't know, I feel like my therapist knows best so I ought to listen to her and not my own petty little feelings. :(
RYL family: Doikers is my brother
All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter into another! - Anatole France.
Too much is going on, plus I am feeling really spaced out on the verge of dissociating. I thought I had that under control, I can't go back to this I need to stay focused. I definetely think your anger is justified, what she said was wrong. *cuddles*
"Recovery is something that you have to work
on every single day and it's
something that doesn't
get a day off."
Awwh love... I'm sorry to hear that you're so close to dissociating... what's going on that's making you so distressed?
I hope my anger is justified... but I don't know how I "ought" to be feeling right now. I mean, if I feel like ****, is that my mind playing tricks on me or do I REALLY feel like ****? I don't know!!!!!
:(
RYL family: Doikers is my brother
All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter into another! - Anatole France.
Lots of things I can't really talk about it though. Just trying to keep myself busy so I do stay in the present. No I don't think your mind is playing tricks on you, no one wants to feel ****. Also it doesn't make sense if you were fine then why would you have the need to see her? I dunno just doesn't seem right to me *hugs lots*
"Recovery is something that you have to work
on every single day and it's
something that doesn't
get a day off."
*hugs back* I know... it doesn't make sense, it's almost as though she wanted to push my buttons & MAKE me get angry with her. Maybe she's fed up with me, I don't know. It's just frustrating. :( It wasn't very professional of her I don't think... but who knows. I am so confused right now & want to sleep it away... or text her & find out what the hell she meant.
I have a LiveJournal & in it I've been told I write about my life yet have everything somehow related to being ill. Like I don't write about having friends, I write about having a "support network," etc. That was a pretty harsh comment coming from someone who just talks about how **** she feels her in own journal... I'm really angry still at those who have gotten involved on the side of my therapist, I don't know... so frustrating. I just want to hide.
Glad you're trying to keep yourself distracted. *cuddles* What're you doing to distract yourself?
RYL family: Doikers is my brother
All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter into another! - Anatole France.
Oooh yes sleep would be good!! Wish I could get some but it's only 10:45am here & my mum will be here shortly...
I should be working on uni stuff... shame on me. :( But I don't know how to do it!!! so I think I will ask my prof today after class. :-/
What type(s) of music do you like?
*cuddles*
RYL family: Doikers is my brother
All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter into another! - Anatole France.
