I've done so well at keeping you out of my life.
Yet I'm going to have to see you regularly soon.
And it scares me.
I don't want to fall for you again.
I just don't want to talk about you or accept your existance.
Whenever Georgie mentions you I just tell her I don't want to talk about you.
And yes sometimes I'm pretty rude about it and just go "to be honest I don' give a **** what he's done now".
But people need to take a ****ing hint!
enough with the questions!? you dont need to ask me the ame thing everyday in a hope my answer will change! this wont go at the click of your fingers - it doesnt work like that - i fell to far for that
your tediously repetative and i know its cause you care but take a step back and just leave me be for the while - i will be okay - i have been up till now - im still the same - just ease of! please! its for the best
The Soul Would Have No Rainbows If The Eyes Had Shed No Tears
[Laurel Burch]
Believe in yourself and your dreams. For when you do. You can achieve anything!
i cant handle you doing this to me all the time. ive told you over and over again, it wont kill me. . .11yrs and im not dead yet. dont u see, while i do it i wont die, make me stop and i will. . .i want you to understand, i need you to. i dont just do it, i am control, i PROMISE and dam, u no i hate that word. ive had one slip in 11yrs, just one. plz, leave me alone. and never put that guilt on me again, never ever blackmail me with yr feelings, u no i care too much for that.
I love you more than anything in the world and for that, you'll never know the whole me. It would hurt you to know me, and I would rather you know this version of me and be happy, then know the truth and hate yourself; because I know you would.
I swear to you hes just a friend and nothing more then a good time and you should know whenever im with him i wish he was you
thats how much i need you back
Small, simple, safe price
Rise the wake and carry me with all of my regrets
This is not a small cut that scabs, and dries, and flakes, and heals
And I am not afraid to die
I'm not afraid to bleed, and f*ck, and fight.
I want the pain of payment
helpmydeath is my pet bunny,I_Feel_Infinite is my sugarplum,BrokenKisses is my sister
You're more than good enough for me....so I'm gonna have to work on being good enough for you.
I want....no...need you so badly right now.
Please....say something?
Anything?
I wish we had a better relationship...then I could talk to you better about stuff...I wouldn't be sooooo scared asking you if I can go out later....I wouldn't be too scared to call him Dave instead of Dad....I'd probably be more open and less rebellious.
I dont WANT you to hate me...
I dont WANT you to love me to death....
I just want you to accept me for who I am....
Please?
I have an opinion, I am decisive.... BUT I am not going to ask for downright porn! I hate how you can deal it out but cant take the exact same thing in return. It ****ing hurts, having you snap at me, even over skype. I dont doubt that you love me it just ****ing hurts, that you can leave me in tears and not even know it. And no I wont tell you, I wont snap back, because it's not in my nature.
A little bit possessive, little miss obsessive, can’t get over it....
♥ Davo
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Have you always been so horrible?
Have you always been a liar?
Have you always told your friends things about me that made them piss themselves?
I can't believe you'd do that.
I can't believe you'd make me feel so worthless, when infact your the one who thought i had a new boyfriend and wanted to talk to me.
Your so up yourself it's untrue.
"I'll lean on you and you lean on me and we'll be okay"
I did not tell you this today because it would have upset him. Know that this is the last thing I'd ever want to do, which why I'm going to give you the option soon -
If you can look at me and tell me that you honestly love him with everything you have, would do anything to be with him, and couldn't bear to be just his friend than I will stop fighting for him and disappear from his life on one condition - if you ever hurt him like that again I swear to God and anyone else up there that you will pay dearly.
If you don't love him, let him know so he can move on. Quit toying with his heart and let someone else have a shot.
Why do I say this? Because I love that boy more than you could ever imagine.