The Giant Bouncy Castle

[crazykat]

No fair I want snow :(
I am alright thanks

[frenchhorn]

*hugs* I am having to listen to people squel about the snow, but it does look very pretty, may go into town later.
do you get much snow in winter in Austrailia?

[crazykat]

None where I am but other parts get some *hugs Imogen*

[frenchhorn]

*hugs* trouble with us is we always want some, then when it does snow the country sort of falls apart and we moan!!

[crazykat]

You can send some my way if you want

[frenchhorn]

*sends snow into the castle*

[crazykat]

Wooooooo *rolls in snow*

[frenchhorn]

*bounces for a bit* woooooooooooooooooo!!!

[tamobhuuta]

hi Imogen and Kat

[frenchhorn]

hi Mim you ok?

[tamobhuuta]

mm... how are you?

[frenchhorn]

whats up? *hugs*

um my mood sort of keeps switching between ok and then really bad.

[tamobhuuta]

that's not good :( can i help at all? sorry i had to go, had to help little bro with his homework.
meh i don't know. feel really out of it and not myself. sort of like, i could do anything and not matter. should be ok but don't really care

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want to OD but don't know why

[frenchhorn]

*hugs Mim* anything I can do to help? do you have anything to distract yourself, a good film or something nice.

No not really but thanks, I just really wish I could sit down with someone and tell them everything how I truly feel and wish I wasnt so damn scared and in denial, grrr I know its who I am and yet I am terrified.
sorry rambled.

[tamobhuuta]

is there anyone in particular you'd like, in theory, to tell? maybe you could visualise talking to them and everything going really well. or prepare for ways they might react. i think it's ok to be scared, i've never talked to any of my friends about emotional stuff.
RYL is a good distraction :) i don't reckon i'm likely to do anything before tomorrow.

[frenchhorn]

think I would just like to tell them truly how I feel, not just tell them I feel bad, but really say how very bad, my 2 friends did know about most stuff, but for various reasons don't want to know anymore so they pretend they know nothing about it.

yeah RYL is a good distraction *hugs*

think I may be going in a min as friends want to go to pub for tea, oh joy.

[tamobhuuta]

i can understand them reacting like that but it must be hard for you.
hope the pub is bearable

[frenchhorn]

yeah I can understand it too, just some stuff they said to me in the process was pretty damn hurtful.

Thanks *hugs*

[tamobhuuta]

more hugs and *sad face :( * for you
you never know it might be good to go out :) *spreads mindless optimism*

[frenchhorn]

thanks, yeah it was ok going out, havnt seen friends for a while so was ok, and tey said my new clothes looked nice, which I thought they would turn their nose up at.
*hugs* how you doing now?