What you say? Skies are grey? Had a bad day?
Well, hip hooray, I've had a bad one too.
I've missed the trains, been to pains, blown my brains and
I don't want to hear it all again from you
So...
Keep it to yourself
Keep it to yourself
Keep it to yourself
Tell nobody else
Keep it to yourself
Keep it to yourself
Keep it to yourself
Tell nobody else, no
So you know someone who doesn't like me?
They told you that they really hate my guts?
I don't need you as a middle-man, they can tell me themselves,
That is, if they have the nuts
And as for bad things you knew were gonna happen,
That retrospective bullshit's got to go.
Don't looks so smug - makes you ugly in this light and no,
I don't wanna know, and especially no "I told you so!"
Can you feel
Real like you are?
Can you feel alive?
The way I feel your light
And the biggest chance
That we can take
Is so often wide awake
Hold me now
So we can feel alive
Tonight
~Beauty without intellence, is a materpiece painted on a napkin.~
The line is being drawn through my heart
And we're conceiving fires through our thoughts
And you're just like me
And You're just like me
This is everything I wanted to tell you
I'm still in love with everything about you
And I feel the wreckage from everything you do
And I'm tired of still waiting...
If I told you the truth now
Would you still leave and take my heart?
And I still feel ugly. You're ugly just like me
When I show you the truth now would you still leave?
Will you ever change? But I still feel empty
Will I always lose this game?
This is everything I've wanted to show you
I'm no longer scared of anything about you
I lived through the damage of the heart you took from me
And I"m tired of still wanting
If I told you the truth now
Would you still leave and take my heart?
And I still feel ugly. You're ugly just like me
When I show you the truth now would you still leave?
Will you ever change? But I still feel empty
Will I always lose this game?
I never had the chance to take you home
Now theres no reason, just another tomorrow
You keep giving me your free airmiles ]
What would i give just for one of your smiles
Nobody loved you
Leave him numb. Leave him crushed.
All in all is all we are
Now the time has come and yet you stand alone,
The enemy is mighty and too strong,
Without and help you will lose on your own,
So you call out for me to come along
see my old mans got a problem,
live with the bottle thats how it is,
says bodys too old for working, bodys too young to be looking like his,
mama went of and left him, she wanted more than what he could give
i said somones gotta take care of him so i quit school and thats what i did
"I hate to play my part in this twisted odyssy, it seems to last forever...
Ooh one day you'll want me again, one day you'll love me again, one day and we will be back on track again!...
It's way too dark to see, I'm drained of energy, corrupted and exploited. I've tried enough for you, you've tried enough for me, the never ending game we play. Ooh one day you'll want me again, one day you'll love me again, one day and we will be back on track again!"
Back On Track- Apotygma Berzerk.
"...that incremental suicide of turning your life into a dream, to make being awake as similar to sleep as possible. Drowsily, lazily, dry-mouth your way through the day's ceremonies, fumble your way back into the dew-bather you never really left, draped in brown, brown now all around, the haze!" - Russell Brand on drug addiction.
"Si ma κkh gϋndo piyiamαsko...αndo bνrto barruno. Bνrto, bνrto barruno."
Tell it to my face,
Stab me while you can.
You rip my heart open
And so we crash-land again.
Stumbling forward
Just a heart of gold
And a fist of glass.
And so on it goes,
The sharpest tool kills the fainthearted fool.
Not so long ago...
Just blame it all on me,
Would be better off being a dead man.
Lay it all on me,
Destroy me while youb still can.
Not so long ago it backfired and you ran
In search of higher love and a new beginning
Now you're still dwelling on the past,
I'm telling you "come on...I would still take a bullet for you"
Not so long ago it backfired and you ran
In search of higher love and a new beginning
Now you're still dwelling on the past,
I'm telling you "come on...I would still take a bullet for you".
Mercy Kill - Apoptygma Berzerk.
"...that incremental suicide of turning your life into a dream, to make being awake as similar to sleep as possible. Drowsily, lazily, dry-mouth your way through the day's ceremonies, fumble your way back into the dew-bather you never really left, draped in brown, brown now all around, the haze!" - Russell Brand on drug addiction.
"Si ma κkh gϋndo piyiamαsko...αndo bνrto barruno. Bνrto, bνrto barruno."
I want a meaning from the back of my broken hand
Another head aches
Another heart breaks
I'm so much older than I can take
And my affection well it comes and goes
I need direction to perfection no no no no
Leave him numb. Leave him crushed.
All in all is all we are
Vague sound of rain
Pierces through my song again
But I get distracted by the way his toes move when he plays
So I let it burn.
I just poured my heart out There's bits of it on the floor And I take what's left of it and rinse it under cold water And call him up for more.
And I say baby, yes I feel stupid to call you, but I'm lonely
And I don't think you meant it when you said you couldn't love me
And I thought maybe if I kissed the way you do, you'd feel it too.
He said, I'm sorry
So sorry
I'm sorry
So, sorry.
He grabs my wrists
As my fingers turn into angry fists And I whisper why can't you love me, I'll change for you I'll play the part.
And I say baby, so I feel stupid to call you, but I'm lonely
And I don't think you meant it when you said you couldn't love me
And I thought maybe if I kissed the way you do, you'd feel it too.
He said, I'm sorry
So sorry
I'm sorry
I am sorry...
But if i still believe you love me, maybe i'll survive.
So i tell myself you're coming home, like you've done a million times.
I've made up my mind,
Don't need to think it over,
If I'm wrong I am right,
Don't need to look no further,
This ain't lust,
I know this is love but,
If I tell the world,
I'll never say enough,
Cause it was not said to you,
And that's exactly what I need to do,
If I'm in love with you,
Should I give up,
Or should I just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere,
Or would it be a waste?
Even If I knew my place should I leave it there?
Should I give up,
Or should I just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere
I'd build myself up,
And fly around in circles,
Waiting as my heart drops,
And my back begins to tingle
Finally could this be it
Should I give up,
Or should I just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere,
Or would it be a waste?
Even If I knew my place should I leave it there?
Should I give up,
Or should I just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere
Should I give up,
Or should I just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere,
Or would it be a waste?
Even If I knew my place should I leave it there?
Should I give up,
Or should I just keep on chasing pavements?
Should I just keep on chasing pavements?
Should I give up,
Or should I just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere,
Or would it be a waste?
Even If I knew my place should I leave it there?
Should I give up,
Or should I just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere
'Never forget what you are. The rest of the world will not. Wear it like armor, and it can never be used to hurt you.'
['There is only one thing we say to death. Not today'.']
'We are each our own devil, and we make this world our hell. Oscar Wilde
Its hard to dance with the devil on your back. Sydney Carter
We make believe everyday
we make our lives seem like they're still worth living
we find out in the end it's only us that we've been kidding.
So find the darkest place and
search under blankets for me.
Smothering myself in this darkness.
I'm lying down tonight and
you're not lying with me.
Honesty doesn't sit so well on you
some things you just can't fake.
Tonight I'm alive just to say I love you to death.
A silver plated numbing gum
And Jesus resting on my thumb
A hard to reach malaria
I've got the mood that seems to scare ya.
I'm paranoid, self destroyed.
Believe me lord I'm sorry
I've got the mood that seems to bury ya
I've got the nightmare called...
Schizophrenia
[Chorus]
I cry. I cry and I don't know why.
The fever becomes my home.
I cry. I cry and I don't know why.
The fever becomes my home.
Becomes my home.
I love it when you're holding me.
You have a gentle way of calming.
I haven't felt that way since 1993,
When my mother held me.
I bet you're waiting for a long sob story
OF how I was mistreated again.
No, I wasn't built that way.
I was strong but desperately brave,
And I didn't mean to scareya...
Schizophrenia.
The only time you will find real light is when you're searching in the dark..
And if there is no guitar in a house,
You know its owner, he cannot be trusted.
And if there is no drumset in the office,
Don't be surprised when the business get busted!