I'm sorry I haven't texted back. It's not because of you, it's me. I'm still scared, Still unsure of my feelings. But it's not even that anymore. Things have kicked off here as well. what do I do? Too many things to deal with, but I don't want you to think I'm ignoring you, I couldn't ignore you, you mean too much to me to do that.
Change the voices in your head,
Make them like you instead
when you walk away...I count the steps that you take...do you see how much i need you right now?
You're amazing. For the first time ever...you made me feel...WORTH something....I didn't feel dirty...I felt...alive...
You don't know what he did...part of me WANTS to tell you...so you'll understand why I act odd sometimes...but I dont want to in case it changes things....
You don't believe me...no matter how much I tell you...but you mean so much to me...you are completely and utterly amazing..I don't want to lose you...I dont care...as long as we're friends...thats fine by me...even though i think i love you...i just want you to be happy.
I hope...I make you happy....
You're everything to me.
I really...didn't know how you'd react...
I was scared...
I'm kinda scared about seeing you again...
even though I know it's stupid...
It feels like forever since i've seen you.
But I'm always here...
Forever and always
xxxxxxxxx
i miss you so so much and i love you more then anything
we had hard times lots of them but we also had many good ones too
i dont know why i ever let you go how stupid i must have been
i need you to hold me and kiss me, you were my rock and i just want you to tell me everything will be ok
im sorry for hurting you and breaking your heart i wish i could take it back
i love you William and i always will
S: I want to tell you what's up, but I don't wanna lose you. You're the only guy who knows me and still likes me for me.
You're awesome, and I really do like you !
J: What you said yesterday scared the crap outta me coz I thought you were giving up, and then you rang me to say you'd help me all you can. You can't ! I won't let you waste all your time on sorting out a worthless person like me out...! Please, just be there when I need you, not anymore and not any less...
'Coincidence...it's what the Universe does for...fun.'
The Doctor
you DO have anger issues. you get angry over really small things and its so hard to calm you down. your mood swings (and thats what they are) scare me sometimes. you're like jeckyll and hyde. i think you need to admit you have a problem and get help, cos i'm not sure how much more i can cope with.
Life Is Like A Beautiful Melody Only The Lyrics Are Messed Up
M - I hate you. I want to scream it into that little screwed up face of yours and scream it till the whole village hears. I never want you to be able to talk to me again so that next time you **** off, I wont have to deal with saying goodbye again.
D - I will not go to the university you want me to. one because it should be my decision and two, because my college grades are currently failing 3 weeks from the end of the course!
J - I love you more than anything and I wish i could tell you how much i long to be held into your arms and just embraced for a while. Just to get that small feeling and that nothing will ever hurt me again... But i cant. I dont know what i feel like anymore. It scares me.
K - 15 years we were best mates for and on your birthday, when i say happy birthday, you shout at me for ruining your day! I dont get it. We were attached at the hips. Couldnt live without each other. Then, oh surprise!, he came along and broke everything! What happened to living and thinking for yourself??
L - I need you more than ever, and yes I did make that situation happen on purpose. I really needed you and it was the only thing i could think of to get some attention. Im sorry for nearly making your epilepsy return but would it be possible for you to return to me now? I could really do with that right now.
A - Is this still what is called friendship or is this a hell of a lot more than that?
"Imagination Is More Important Than Knowledge. Knowledge is Limited. Imagination Encircles The World". A. Einstein
You are a b**ch. How DARE you just break up with him after over a year, then come back, say "Oh I was having bad PMS. I'm sorry!". Then the very next day, you BREAK UP WITH HIM AGAIN!!! In the 11 years I've known him, I've never seen him so hurt. If I ever see you again, I swear that I will have to be HELD THE F**K BACK so I don't beat your sorry behind!
I may only seem to be a drunken,
vice-ridden gnome whose friends are just pimps and girls from the brothels.
But I know about art and love,
if only because I long for it with every fiber of my being.
I'm sorry. I was a total bitch. You didn't deserve that. But I was so insecure. Being in a relationship... scared me. I couldn't do it. But I didn't need to act the way I did. You were so nice and all I did was throw it back in your face.
I'm sorry.
But if i still believe you love me, maybe i'll survive.
So i tell myself you're coming home, like you've done a million times.
