Im so pathetic. I self injured on Christmas morning. Its nothing, not even noticable and yet she finds out and she tells mum. "sigh" god i **** things up.
Just popping in to say that Silentgirl, you didn't eff things up... it just feels that way. You had to express how you felt and that was the only way you really knew how to, at least at that time. *hugs* You're not pathetic either, love.
Feeling a bit better this morning, but only because I haven't eaten anything yet. :(
RYL family: Doikers is my brother
All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter into another! - Anatole France.
*cuddles everyone* silent girl you are not pathetic.
wish I could stay here in the castle but must go to grandma's with no internet, its going to be a tough day
"Never be a spectator of unfairness or studpidity. The grave will supply plenty of time for silence." Christopher Hitchens
'When words fail, music speaks'
I am transsexual and homoromantic and proud to be.
Just got off WoW (World of Warcraft)... back to reality I guess. Ugh.
I have a question to ask but I think I'm going to make a thread about it. I know, I've been making a lot of threads. But... this might benefit other people too. Hmmm.
Going shopping today with my husband and sister. Gander Mountain and I'm going to see if I can go to Hot Topic. Hehe. I know, so junior high, but I do like some of their stuff...
*more hugs and calorie-free chocolates*
RYL family: Doikers is my brother
All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter into another! - Anatole France.
Got some pants just a little bit ago - camo, my favorite. :) Have always wanted camo pants & now I have them!! Rawrrr. :) We went shopping before my sister came... it's raining and miserable and BLAHHHH outside... :( I hate it when it rains in the wintertime.
*cuddles those who want/need it*
RYL family: Doikers is my brother
All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave behind us is a part of ourselves; we must die to one life before we can enter into another! - Anatole France.
*cuddles* anything specific making you anxious?
me- I'm a mixture, had a bad day with having to see family and stuff and getting shouted at, but mum did say something to me that made me happy.
"Never be a spectator of unfairness or studpidity. The grave will supply plenty of time for silence." Christopher Hitchens
'When words fail, music speaks'
I am transsexual and homoromantic and proud to be.
*cuddles* Leaving to see my dad tomorrow not looking forward to the train/bus ride there. I hate being in enclosed spaces with loads of people. Sorry your finding things rough, glad your mum cheered you up a bit. Am here if I can help in anyway ok? Even if it's just someone to listen.
"Recovery is something that you have to work
on every single day and it's
something that doesn't
get a day off."
*cuddles* try not to think about it too much and maybe take a book with you or listen to music. hope it goes ok.
hate having to be with family, cant be me and they keep calling me granddaughter and she and stuff, which I know they dont know any different, but it makes me angry and feel horrible, but have to deal with it for time being, but mum said i looked nice in my new man's shirt and had my hair cut really short again which she said suited me, which was nice.
ramble over, sorry
*hugs IAL*
Last edited by frenchhorn : 27-12-2009 at 02:27 AM.
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"Never be a spectator of unfairness or studpidity. The grave will supply plenty of time for silence." Christopher Hitchens
'When words fail, music speaks'
I am transsexual and homoromantic and proud to be.
“The good things don’t always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.”
“Nobody important? Blimey, that’s amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before.”
“If it’s time to go, remember what you’re leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.”
