What if I wanted to break Laugh it all of in your face What would you do? What if I fell to the floor Couldn't take this anymore What would you do do do?
Come break me down Bury me bury me
I am finished with you
What if I wanted to fight Beg for the rest of my life
What would you do?
You say you wanted more
What are you waiting for
I'm not running from you
Come break me down Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you
I tried to be someone else But nothing seemed to change I know now, this is who I really am inside. Finally found myself Fighting for a chance. I know now, this is who I really am.
Ah, ah
Oh, oh
Ah, ah
Come break me down Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you, you, you. Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you
There's someone else inside my head
Living there too fills me with dread
This paranoia is distressing
But I spend most of my night guessing
[center]" I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside."
It is so easy to see
Dysfunction between you and me
We must free up these tired souls
Before the sadness kills us both
I tried and tried to let you know
I love you but I'm letting go
It may not last but I don't know
Just don't know
If you don't know
Then you can't care
And you show up
But you're not there
But I'm waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you
Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way
A bed that's warm with memories
Can heal us temporarily
The misbehaving only makes
The ditch between us so damn deep
Built a wall around my heart
I’ll never let it fall apart
But strangely I wish secretly
It would fall down while I'm asleep
If you don't know
Then you can't care
And you show up
But you're not there
But I'm waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you, babe
Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way
Though we have not hit the ground
Doesn't mean we're not still falling,
Oh I want so bad to pick you up
But you're still too reluctant to accept my help
What a shame, I hope you find somewhere to place the blame
But until then the fact remains
Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
Nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way
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Close your eyes so you dont feel them,
They dont need to see you cry
I cant promise I will heal you,
But if you want to I will try.
I sing the summer serenade
The past is done, we've been betrayed, its true.
Someone said the truth will out I believe without a doubt, in you.
You were there for summer dreamin', And you gave me what I need. And I hope you'll find your freedom,
For eternity, for eternity.
Yesterday when you were walking,
You talked about your Mom and Dad.
What they did that made you happy,
What they did that made you sad.
We sat and watched the sun go down,
Picked a star before we lost the moon. Youth is wasted on the young,
Before you know its come and gone too soon.
You were there for summer dreaming, And you gave me what I need. And I hope you'll find your freedom,
For eternity, for eternity.
I sing the summer serenade,
The past is done, we've been betrayed, its true.
Youth is wasted on the young,
Before you know its come and gone, too soon.
You were there for summer dreamin', And you are a friend indeed. And I hope you'll find your freedom,
For eternity.
You were there for summer dreamin', And you are a friend indeed. And I know you'll find your freedom,
Eventually, for eternity, for eternity.
"Be nice. Think happy thoughts. Champion silver linings. Love all things (not just cute things like babies and kittens) & when you do love - love like they do in power ballads (you know like on a cliff with the wind in your hair and your eyes shut, knowing you'll never know love like this). Watch out for dog poo. Smile at people - even grumpy ones. Remember anything is possible & whatever you do always try to look on the bright side."
Staring out at the world across the street.
You hate the way your life turned out to be.
He's pulling up the driveway and you don't make a sound.
Cause you always learned to hold the things you want to say.
You're always gonna be afraid.
There's only hate.
There's only tears.
There's only pain.
There is no love here.
So what will you do?
There's only lies.
There's only fear.
There's only pain.
There is no love here.
Broken down like a mirror smashed to pieces.
You learned the hard way to shut your mouth and smile.
If these walls could talk, they would have so much to say.
Cause everytime you fight, the scars are gonna heal.
But they're never gonna go away.
You're falling.
You're screaming.
You're stuck in the same old nightmare.
He's lying.
You're crying.
There's nothing left to salvage.
Kick the door cause this is over.
get me out of here!
this song jst basically sums up how i feel most days
face down
Hey girl you know you drive me crazy
one look puts the rhythm in my hand.
Still I'll never understand why you hang around
I see what's going down.
Cover up with make up in the mirror
tell yourself it's never gonna happen again
you cry alone and then he swears he loves you.
Do you feel like a man
when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
as your lies crumble down, a new life she has found.
A pebble in the water makes a ripple effect
every action in this world will bear a consequence
If you wade around forever you will surely drown
I see what's going down.
I see the way you go and say your right again,
say your right again
heed my lecture
Do you feel like a man
when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
as your lies crumble down a new life she has.
One day she will tell you that she has had enough
its coming round again.
(repeat)
Do you feel like a man, when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the grown?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
as your lies crumble down, a new life she has.
Face down in the dirt she says, this doesn't hurt she says I finally had enough..
(repeat)
i thought id leave another one as how i feel has changed suddenly how weird!?
You look so beautiful today
When you're sitting there
It's hard for me to look away
So I try to find the words that I could say
I know distance doesn't matter
But you feel so far away
And I can't lie
But every time I leave
My heart turns grey
And I wanna come back home
To see your face tonight
'Cause I just can't take it
Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait, I can wait forever
When you call, my heart stops beating
When you're gone, it won't stop bleeding
But I can wait, I can wait forever
You look so beautiful today
It's like every time I turn around
I see your face
The thing I miss the most is
Waking up next to you
When I look into your eyes
Man, I wish that I could stay
And I can't lie
But every time I leave
My heart turns grey
And I wanna come back home
To see your face tonight
'Cause I just can't take it
Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait, I can wait forever
(I can wait forever)
When you call, my heart stops beating
When you're gone, it won't stop bleeding
But I can wait
(I can wait)
I can wait
(I can wait)
I can wait forever
I know it feels like forever
(Feels like forever)
I guess that's just the price I gotta pay
But when I come back home
To feel your touch
It makes it better
(Makes it better)
Till that day
There's nothing else that I can do
And I just can't take it
(I just can't take it)
Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait
(I can wait)
I can wait forever
(I can wait forever)
When you call, my heart stops beating
When you're gone, it won't stop bleeding
But I can wait
(I can wait)
I can wait
(I can wait)
I can wait forever
(Wait forever)
I can wait forever
I can wait forever
(I can wait for the day, 'cause you're gonna come back to me now)
I can wait forever
I can wait forever
I can wait forever
They're taking our dreams
And they tear them apart
'til everyone's the same
I've got no place to go
I've got no where to run
They love to watch me fall
They think they know it all
I'm a nightmare, a disaster
That's what they always said
I'm a lost cause, not a hero
But I'll make it on my own
I've gotta prove them wrong
Me against the world
It's me against the world
(I miss you miss you)
Hello there the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in backround of the morgue
The unsespecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
And we'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never end
Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness comes creeping on so haunting everytime
And as I stared I counted the webs from all the spiders
catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
And hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
stop this pain tonight
Don't waste your time on me your already the voice inside my head(6x)
I miss you miss you(6x)
*really really miss you Tom*
Life Is Like A Beautiful Melody Only The Lyrics Are Messed Up
So, is that what you call a getaway? Tell me what you got away with. Cause I've seen more spine in jellyfish. I've seen more guts in eleven-year-old kids. Have another drink and drive yourself home.
I hope there's ice on all the roads.
And you can think of me when you forget your seatbelt,
and again when your head goes through the windshield.
And is that what you call tact? You're as subtle as a brick in the small of my back. So let's end this call, and end this conversation.
and is that what you call a getaway?
well tell me what you got away with.
cause you left the frays from the ties you severed
when you say best friends means friends forever
[center]" I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside."
Let's get f**ked up and die.. I'm speaking figuratively, of course.. Like the last time that I committed suicide.. social suicide.. Yeah, so I'm already dead on the inside,
But I can still pretend with my memories and photographs,
I have learned to love the lie.
I wanna know what it's like to be awkward and innocent, not belligerent.
I wanna know how it feels to be useful and pertinent and have common sense.. yeah
Let me in, let me in to the club, 'cause I wanna belong,
And I need to get strong, and if memory serves,
I'm addicted to words and they're useless.
(In this department) Let's get f**ked up and die..
I'm riding hard on the last legs of every lie, And the BMX bike of my life is about to explode, I'm about to explode.
I'm a mess, I'm a wreck. I am perfect, and I have learned to accept all my problems and short comings,
Cause I am so visceral, yet deeply inept.
I want to thank you for being a part of my forget-me-nots and marigolds..
And all the things that don't get old..
Is it legal to do this? I surely don't know.
It's the only way I have learned to express myself through other peoples' descriptions of life.. I'm afraid I'm alone and entirely useless...
(In this department) Let's get f**ked up and die.
For the last time with feeling we'll try not to smile
As we cover our heads and drink heavily into the nights
That still shock and surprise.
I believe that I can, overcome this and beat everything in the end
But I choose to abuse for the time being, maybe I'll win, but for now I've decided to die.
Sister soldier
You’ve been such a positive influence on my mental frame
If I could ever repay you,
I would, but I'm hard up for cash
And my memory lacks initiative.
God damn the liquor store's closed,
we were so close to scoring
it hurts, it destroys 'til it kills.. I am tired and hungry and totally useless. (In this department)
Those painful times so alone, so ashamed
I'm not coming back, theres nothing to gain
Caution!
There's just no limit to the boundaries you push
I've warned you but still you just **** with my mind
There's no escape from this rage that I feel
Nothing is real
"...I'd retrace the steps that led me here but nothing lives behind me so I lie in this field bathed in the light that loves me...with nothing left to loose, three tears I saved for you.
WILL YOU BE MY BELOVED? WILL YOU HELP, HELP ME TO GET THROUGH?
WILL YOU BE MY DESTRUCTION? WILL YOU HELP, HELP ME TO BE THROUGH!?"
"...that incremental suicide of turning your life into a dream, to make being awake as similar to sleep as possible. Drowsily, lazily, dry-mouth your way through the day's ceremonies, fumble your way back into the dew-bather you never really left, draped in brown, brown now all around, the haze!" - Russell Brand on drug addiction.
"Si ma êkh gûndo piyiamásko...ándo bírto barruno. Bírto, bírto barruno."
"Beyond the lonely, I'll meet you. Tonight in the whispers where no one's around, nothing can stip us now. Tonight in the whispers where we won't be found, nothing can stop us!"
"...that incremental suicide of turning your life into a dream, to make being awake as similar to sleep as possible. Drowsily, lazily, dry-mouth your way through the day's ceremonies, fumble your way back into the dew-bather you never really left, draped in brown, brown now all around, the haze!" - Russell Brand on drug addiction.
"Si ma êkh gûndo piyiamásko...ándo bírto barruno. Bírto, bírto barruno."
