Im so jealous of you, jealous of the way you're everyone's friend, and everyone feels like they can talk to you. and you can always make me feel better, and I love talking to you..but Im scared you're just going to forget me, because you talk to so many people, and I really can't stand the thought of not being one of your best friends. But I love you to bits, and I wish I could be more like you..and I wish I could still talk to E like you do..
I'm your daughter, you're supposed to know me, But you don't. You never listen to me. It's all about you and how i make you depressed. I just wish you knew.
I wish that I didn't have to prove myself to you.
I love you & I wish that you could see that.
I miss being happy.
I'm sorry, just come back to me......
I'm willing to give everyone else up, just for you.
I'll bleed so you don't have to, I'll surt so you won;t, I'd kill if I had to, understand that I know no limitations
Take me away, I just want out from this self-imprisoned self-made Hell. Don't be surprsed, this is your mind coming to life by self-sacrifice. This tragedy of death will walk hand in hand with every thought of regret. Blame yourself for what you've become. The mind is a powerful thing set to self-destruct.
~I, Dementia - Whitechapel~
I am invincible, go ahead, stab me, shoot me, you can't hurt me, and th eonly way I'll believe that I'm not invincible is to kill me, and then you still wouldn;t have ben able ot prove it to me, because I will have died.
Take me away, I just want out from this self-imprisoned self-made Hell. Don't be surprsed, this is your mind coming to life by self-sacrifice. This tragedy of death will walk hand in hand with every thought of regret. Blame yourself for what you've become. The mind is a powerful thing set to self-destruct.
~I, Dementia - Whitechapel~
I'm so glad you told me
I just wish I could do more
I am not perfect and I don't claim to be. And if that's what you wanted, well I am so sorry... So mighty, so hegemonic, so hating, so desecrating, so there, so nowhere, so hurting, we fall between indifference, rejection...
~*forever_lost*~; my RYL cousin. Hells; my RYL niece. Katch; my RYL big sister. Voice Of Reason; my everything.
I'll save you from yourself, even if I have to drag myself to the abyss and back, I've been there once, I won;t let go either, don't give up, its only the end if you want it to be, I care about you, isn't that enough that somebody does?
Take me away, I just want out from this self-imprisoned self-made Hell. Don't be surprsed, this is your mind coming to life by self-sacrifice. This tragedy of death will walk hand in hand with every thought of regret. Blame yourself for what you've become. The mind is a powerful thing set to self-destruct.
~I, Dementia - Whitechapel~
If u want the Rainbow,u gotta put up with the Rain
Join Date: Mar 2005
Location: London
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When you said to me that you always hurt the people that you care about...and i told you that you didnt you just made mistakes... i lied. Your incredibly talented at hurting the people who would gladly go to hell and back for you. Did nobody ever tell you to stop and think before you act? A heart is not a play thing. When somebody breaks your heart...then youll know.