You're too nice to me!
I think I'm so used to being attracted to guys that WANT to be the centre of attention and don't really give a **** about me that a guy that likes me and thinks that I'm fantastic freaks me out.
Seriously, I'm used to being shoved in a corner and used when needed.
You actually want to spend time with me!
I don't have to coerce you into making plans or bribe you with sex.
We can just be together for hours talking about like all the most random stuff.
And you actually seem interested in what I have to say.
And you aren't a complete idiot.
I'm not constantly having to teach you about culture and art and stuff, we can have a proper grown up conversation about nice things like pre-raphaelites and julian opie.
It's weird that it makes me strangely uncomfortable being with someone that ticks all the boxes I possibly could've wanted them to tick!
I just can't be happy can I?
I really like you x
I hate the thoughts I'm having right now, I need more strength.
Take me away, I just want out from this self-imprisoned self-made Hell. Don't be surprsed, this is your mind coming to life by self-sacrifice. This tragedy of death will walk hand in hand with every thought of regret. Blame yourself for what you've become. The mind is a powerful thing set to self-destruct.
~I, Dementia - Whitechapel~
I don't wanna get too in to this right now.
It was never meant to be overly serious.
I do really like you.
And your friends.
It's so good.
Urgggh I know I'm gunna turn it all into a drama =[
x
I think I might be falling for you, I hope you feel the same
Take me away, I just want out from this self-imprisoned self-made Hell. Don't be surprsed, this is your mind coming to life by self-sacrifice. This tragedy of death will walk hand in hand with every thought of regret. Blame yourself for what you've become. The mind is a powerful thing set to self-destruct.
~I, Dementia - Whitechapel~
I love you.
And I want to do whatever I can to help you.
But it DOES feel like you're sick of me, like I'm making all the effort. Like you only love me for my looks and what I do for you.
You said you don't have the strength for both of us but look at me.
What makes you think I do?
I hate you treating yourself so badly, I hope that you'll let me into your heart, even if you are so far away from me
Take me away, I just want out from this self-imprisoned self-made Hell. Don't be surprsed, this is your mind coming to life by self-sacrifice. This tragedy of death will walk hand in hand with every thought of regret. Blame yourself for what you've become. The mind is a powerful thing set to self-destruct.
~I, Dementia - Whitechapel~
I wish that you would see that I'm just a monster, and that since that is what I am, understand that I cannot feel anything but pain and hatred
Take me away, I just want out from this self-imprisoned self-made Hell. Don't be surprsed, this is your mind coming to life by self-sacrifice. This tragedy of death will walk hand in hand with every thought of regret. Blame yourself for what you've become. The mind is a powerful thing set to self-destruct.
~I, Dementia - Whitechapel~
I misss you so much, and I wish you would still go on your e-mail. When you were feeling really low that one time, and I was able to make you smile again, that was the best moment of my life, and I really just wish to talk to you again, because you made me smile too, and I need you more than ever now. </3 Miss you..
You killed me once, but I'll come back to get whats mine, I want my heart and soul that I gave to you back, and I'm willing to do it by force.
Take me away, I just want out from this self-imprisoned self-made Hell. Don't be surprsed, this is your mind coming to life by self-sacrifice. This tragedy of death will walk hand in hand with every thought of regret. Blame yourself for what you've become. The mind is a powerful thing set to self-destruct.
~I, Dementia - Whitechapel~
I'm feeling fine now I really am starting to believe in myself, but I can't let any of you know how strong I'm actually becoming by pulling through this.
Take me away, I just want out from this self-imprisoned self-made Hell. Don't be surprsed, this is your mind coming to life by self-sacrifice. This tragedy of death will walk hand in hand with every thought of regret. Blame yourself for what you've become. The mind is a powerful thing set to self-destruct.
~I, Dementia - Whitechapel~
I'm already feeling I'm going into relapse, but I know with a little help I can keep myself together, at leat till thursday
Take me away, I just want out from this self-imprisoned self-made Hell. Don't be surprsed, this is your mind coming to life by self-sacrifice. This tragedy of death will walk hand in hand with every thought of regret. Blame yourself for what you've become. The mind is a powerful thing set to self-destruct.
~I, Dementia - Whitechapel~
So I need you
Like a needle needs a vein
Like my Uncle Joe in Oklahoma needs rain
And I need you
Like a lighthouse on a coast
Like the Father and the Son need the Holy Ghost
Oh I need you
