Well its been 7 years since I left school so don't think I could use that as a reference, and all previous uni n college courses that I have done, well I haven't finished due to mh issues, so don't think they would be a good place to start. In all honesty none of my previous jobs would give me a good reference because of absense, my current employer may be the same, but I would have reservations of using them anyway. I am either going to need to find a pt job if I go back to uni, or try and work nightshift with my current work, but I don't know if an opportunity would come up and it would mean I would need to do refigeration, and that doesn't appeal but I don't know, I may need to defer till Sept 2011 - I really just need to explore my options at the moment.
I want to either do sports journalism, journalism, criminology or maye english or something, I did media studies in the past.
Hellz lives in Perth, so its not that far about 1.5 I guess away but atm I think she is in hosp in Glasgow, and yeah we met through ryl.
Actually, my housemate who is hardly hear but anyway, I met her through ryl although she doesn't use the website now and hasn't for years, but that is how we met initially as we only stayed 5 mins from each other.
Yeah hope your exam goes well :)
Something has changed within me, something is not the same, I'm through with playing by the rules of someone elses game. Too late for second guessing, too late to go back to sleep, its time to trust my instincts, close my eyes and leap....
Somethings I cannot change, but till I try I'll never know...
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Big hugs to all my friends on here, thanks for your constant support - love you guys
Something has changed within me, something is not the same, I'm through with playing by the rules of someone elses game. Too late for second guessing, too late to go back to sleep, its time to trust my instincts, close my eyes and leap....
Somethings I cannot change, but till I try I'll never know...
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Big hugs to all my friends on here, thanks for your constant support - love you guys
Absolutely frigging **** if I'm honest. Scared about what happens now. I have tried for so long to avoid this diagnosis, and as soon as they told me this morning they couldn't get another word out of me.
"Keep your heart open to dreams. For as long as there's a dream, there is hope, and as long as there is hope, there is joy in living."
((hugs)) I know it can come as a shock hun, but now they know what is wrong with you
they can hopefully give you the correct medication/treatment to ease the symptoms...much love xx
rowie at times we are all like that, talking about ourselves, jeez sometimes i post about 5 times in a row if i need to talk to myself, we all do it and dont worry about it
I would much prefer you posted 10 posts in a row about you than none at all, seriously don't distance yourself
**hugs**
Something has changed within me, something is not the same, I'm through with playing by the rules of someone elses game. Too late for second guessing, too late to go back to sleep, its time to trust my instincts, close my eyes and leap....
Somethings I cannot change, but till I try I'll never know...
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Big hugs to all my friends on here, thanks for your constant support - love you guys
I dunno hun, relationships with who? I am rubbish at relationships tbh hun, not been in a proper one ever, david just messed me around and I am rubbish with my friends.
Something has changed within me, something is not the same, I'm through with playing by the rules of someone elses game. Too late for second guessing, too late to go back to sleep, its time to trust my instincts, close my eyes and leap....
Somethings I cannot change, but till I try I'll never know...
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Big hugs to all my friends on here, thanks for your constant support - love you guys
You could try just talking to the person/people you're insecure about, tell them how you're feeling and hopefully they could reassure you.
I know that could be horrifically scary though depending on how comfortable you are with whoever it is and what exactly you're feeling about them.
I wondered how many other people here experience dissociation, I'd really like to hear about other people's experiences with it, what it's like for you and if you have any, even half decent, way of coping with it.
Hey, just popped on quickly as really need to do some work. Read thru all posts, and will come back and reply properly later.
Hi to all the new people! Or if you're not new but I haven't 'met' you before Hi anyway.
Rowie please don't distance yourself. I'd be really upset if you distanced yourself, and so would the others. Please don't punish us too, cos we would miss you.
x
And you're my obsession, I love you to the bones...
Could you try it written out Cheryl? I find I have trouble talking to people in real life but if I have time to think about what I want to say [when I'm writing] it is much better. Like if you could e-mail them or inbox in facebook or myspace or whatever you have them on.
I am hoping to get drunk, although all I have had so far is 4 smirnoff ices, so there is a long way to go
Something has changed within me, something is not the same, I'm through with playing by the rules of someone elses game. Too late for second guessing, too late to go back to sleep, its time to trust my instincts, close my eyes and leap....
Somethings I cannot change, but till I try I'll never know...
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Big hugs to all my friends on here, thanks for your constant support - love you guys
I've got a bet on. £450 on Andy Murray to win tonight :S
Something has changed within me, something is not the same, I'm through with playing by the rules of someone elses game. Too late for second guessing, too late to go back to sleep, its time to trust my instincts, close my eyes and leap....
Somethings I cannot change, but till I try I'll never know...
***
Big hugs to all my friends on here, thanks for your constant support - love you guys
Something has changed within me, something is not the same, I'm through with playing by the rules of someone elses game. Too late for second guessing, too late to go back to sleep, its time to trust my instincts, close my eyes and leap....
Somethings I cannot change, but till I try I'll never know...
***
Big hugs to all my friends on here, thanks for your constant support - love you guys
Something has changed within me, something is not the same, I'm through with playing by the rules of someone elses game. Too late for second guessing, too late to go back to sleep, its time to trust my instincts, close my eyes and leap....
Somethings I cannot change, but till I try I'll never know...
***
Big hugs to all my friends on here, thanks for your constant support - love you guys
