*cuddles heather and kat and takes teddy* thank you
me just falling apart, in a bad way, but wont talk about it, dont want to bring the mood down and be selfish.
*runs and hides in corner*
"Never be a spectator of unfairness or studpidity. The grave will supply plenty of time for silence." Christopher Hitchens
'When words fail, music speaks'
I am transsexual and homoromantic and proud to be.
*hugs imogen* - hun i'm sorry you're feeling so bad. I know what its like to feel like you can't talk, but know we are here for you and will listen ok.
*cuddles all* thanks, but i too scared to talk, got to go to doctors tomorrow, dont want to talk there either. sorry i am being selfish and not being much help to others.
Is it ok if i just sit in here for a bit so i can be safe, promise I will stay out of the way.
"Never be a spectator of unfairness or studpidity. The grave will supply plenty of time for silence." Christopher Hitchens
'When words fail, music speaks'
I am transsexual and homoromantic and proud to be.
*hugs imogen* - hun no need to stay out of the way, we are here to help. But yes you are welcome to sit here
Maybe you could write things down for your dr, it is important that you tell them somehow how bad you are feeling so they can help you. Sometimes writing it is a lot easier than saying it.
thank you, i wrote stuff down for her last time, but that was just general things which i do, or feel constantly like my mood swings and stuff, she always asks how i am and i just say bad or rubbish but never seem to say how bad i just close up and sit there shaking.
"Never be a spectator of unfairness or studpidity. The grave will supply plenty of time for silence." Christopher Hitchens
'When words fail, music speaks'
I am transsexual and homoromantic and proud to be.
*cuddles IAL* Well am here if you want to talk ok?
*Hugs Imogen* It's ok you don't have to talk, just remember we are here for you if you ever do want to talk and no you won't be in the way so please do stay. Good luck with your doctors
"Recovery is something that you have to work
on every single day and it's
something that doesn't
get a day off."
*hugs kat*
*hugs imogen* - maybe you could try and write in a bit more detail - even if you think it doesn't make sense to her, write it down anyway, at least you are trying to communicate how bad things really are.
*hugs* will try writing it down, just dont want to seem like an idiot who can only write stuff down and cant talk, last time she said she would scan the stuff into my notes so it was on my record, just scared of what she will say if i really admit to how bad i am and its last time will see her before going home before christmas. sorry i am being selfish will shut up now. *hides again so she isnt in the way*
"Never be a spectator of unfairness or studpidity. The grave will supply plenty of time for silence." Christopher Hitchens
'When words fail, music speaks'
I am transsexual and homoromantic and proud to be.
*cuddles Imogen* I know it can be scary admitting to them your really not ok but it's the only way they can really help. I hope you do tell her how things really are
"Recovery is something that you have to work
on every single day and it's
something that doesn't
get a day off."
*hugs imogen* - they won't think badly of you if you tell the truth of how bad you are, in fact they will be glad that you are being completely honest with them, as that is the only way they can truly help you. I hope it goes well with your dr and you tell them how you really feel!
*hugs kat*
