Nothing's okay.
But I don't know what to do.
Sigh.
Whatever.
Now I'll play your ghost as my ace, whenever I'm led astray.
But I am actually good, can't help it if we're tilted.
I'm in my right place, don't be a downer.
"AS IVE SAID BEFORE YOUR MY ADOPTED DAUGHTER AND ALWAYS WILL BE ,,,OK LV YA LOADS CHERYL.XXXXXXX"
My best friends mum sent me this in a message on facebook.
Thankyou.
You'll never realise how much that means to me.
Times like this make me realise I have everything I need.
I have my best friends.
I have my 'adoptive mum'
I have my own parents, as much as we argue.
I have my other friends.
I have people who care about me.
And mostly, I have my girlfriend. Who I love more than life itself.
Oh hey, thanks for ignoring me.
I appreciate it. (:
No no, I'm not mad.
Why should I be?
You're not the first one who's ignored me.
And you won't be the last.
It's all good! :D
link me in with the psych team again - I dont care
they will only let me go the minute I fake being happy
but what else am I meant to do??? This wasnt supposed to happen
I was meant to go, get stitches and then be let go... not be refered to the fucking psych team
I dont wana play this game anymore *cries*
sometimes being strong means not holding back the tears but letting them fall
~˙·٠•●♥Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥●•٠·˙~
my fur baby girls are my life <3
r.i.p my beautiful girl jackie. i will love you always no matter what - 6/5/10
No matter what I say, I am still in love with you. She's no good for you, I know I could make everything ok. All you have to do is ask. I WILL always be here for you. I love you (L) xxx
I called the train company today.
Explained the situation.
They could tell how much I was panicking.
They apologised, and arranged for tickets that I can pick up in the station.
So I can go to Dublin and see my baby. And suddenly everything is okay :)
Can I really spent the next two weeks waiting until I can get you on your own to sort things out? Im sorry, but I want it to fuck up between you, cause she is bad for you, I can look after you, but not with her there. Please, I still love you. I can't stop thinking about you, I want you to get out of my head, but you won't leave, but maybe thats a good thing. If you stay together and I cant help you, I know its going to break my heart all over again. I love you xxx
