I really don't honestly care about any of you that I go to school with anymore
you're all childish
and won't go anywhere
“Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍
I cant do this, I need you but I'm too afraid to ask for your help because what if you don't help me? what if you're like everyone else?
“Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍
Don't fuck this up
Don't
Self-sabatoge is a bad idea
You can do it just
Pretend the other bs never happened
Pretend you're normal
Just for a bit
Maybe then something seemingly normal will happen
Farewell the Ashtray Girl
July 12, 1987-April 30, 2010
I'm sorry that I doubt you when you say I love you
because I know no one could ever love me
“Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍
I don't want to be without you. It's just i can't be with you.
When one door of happiness closes another one opens, but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one that has been opened for us.
To Her: 54 days until I see you again. I don't want to go back. I lose my independence when I am there. You control my life, and it's irritating to say the least. I love you, I just don't want to live with you again. I know I'm the only daughter you have... and I know you miss me... but I can't do it. I can't take your comments. These few months have changed me into a completely different person, and I don't want to go back.
To Her: I can't wait to see you! You have no idea how bad it hurts not being able to hold you. I hope you feel the same way I feel about you... perhaps this will blossom into something spectacular. I can only hope, and I know it's too early to say, and I know that you're hoping too. I know I've said thank you for supporting me before... but I want to show you how much you've meant to me. Hopefully you can make it here.
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It's really stupid, but I'm so confused.
An old friend posted a photo on FB, of when we got our exam results.
I've always liked that photo, because I look thin there.
Not skinny, but thin.
That was when I was at my lowest weight, I think.
And I can deal with looking at that photo.
But then I remember that I'm currently wearing the same jeans I was on that photo.
That I am back to the same size that I was there.
Why don't I look like that?
There's no way I look anywhere near like that.
I'm fat, and ugly and disgusting.
Digusting.
Now I'll play your ghost as my ace, whenever I'm led astray.
But I am actually good, can't help it if we're tilted.
I'm in my right place, don't be a downer.
Im tired, and Im fat, and Im in desperate need of booze. Stupid freaking liver. Get better already.
Sarah: Give me the child.
Jareth: Sarah beware. I have been generous up till now. I can be cruel.
Sarah: Generous? What have you done that's generous?
Jareth: Everything! Everything you have wanted I have done. You asked the child be taken, I took him. You cowered before me, I was frightening. I have reordered time. I have turned the world upside down, and I have done it all for you! I am exhausted from living up to your expectations of me. Isn't that generous?
1. "I'm just not ready for a relationship right now, this isn't goodbye. I love you." You said that when we broke up. LOL. What a liar. We've been broke up a few weeks and you're dating some guy now. You never 'loved' me.
2. You can't expect that of me. God, this is why I hate women at times.
I know what I said was selfish, and that I had no right to tell you, but I meant every word. I hope it haunts you (I know it won't though, I know you don't care).
I don't get you, one minute you want to kill me the next we're best friends?
oh I didn't forget
you say your joking but every fucking word out of your mouth makes me hate you even more
I wish you'd just fucking die already
“Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍