I smile. I blush. I look away.
Your eyes are so pretty and pure and I feel so unworthy looking into them.
I fall into a giddy fit of giggles after being around you.
And dancing with you was amazingly fun.
Maybe this is good though.
Maybe it means I'm getting over him.
Maybe I'm moving on.
Maybe my heart could be yours...
Sometimes, I think you do this on purpose
I think you enjoy hurting me
I am not perfect and I don't claim to be. And if that's what you wanted, well I am so sorry... So mighty, so hegemonic, so hating, so desecrating, so there, so nowhere, so hurting, we fall between indifference, rejection...
~*forever_lost*~; my RYL cousin. Hells; my RYL niece. Katch; my RYL big sister. Voice Of Reason; my everything.
I don't WANT to be there. I never did. I'm sure it doesn't really matter what I want but I've told you now. Don't turn this back on me when I fall apart...
The only time you will find real light is when you're searching in the dark..
no matter how much i want to, i cant see you tonight.
i'm way too in love with you. so crazily, hopelessly, in love with you.
but i can't let go enough for it to mean anything.
If you truly want me in your life, you'll find a way to put me there. I'm done chasing the memory of you. You wanted this, for us to be cool in the end. I'm trying but I'm not going to give you everything. Or maybe you just realized that this really could never work. Maybe you realized that this is going the way I could never forgive. Well, dear, if that's how it's gotta be - when she forgets you, don't you dare remember me.
I think I need a trip across a puddle. These four walls have got me pretty down and I need a change of scene.
Andy- Urgh. What the ****. If this is an 'I was right situation' I might just give up altogether. You end up hurt, it's your fault, there's something funny about her. But, yanno, don't bother taking my advice *shrug*
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D- Thank you for being there for me lately, even if you were a bit moody the other day. I love you a lot and i'm excited to talk to you tomorrow =) xxx
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Just... go away >.< *Says the one who messaged him* ****s sake Lan, you do it to yourself, just go to bed, okay? Just stop it.
You can't lose hope when it's hopeless.
You gotta hope more,
then put your fingers in your ears and go,
"Blah blah blah blah!"
