If you are feeling suicidal, post here... - Page 61

on edge · 27-05-2011, 01:45 PM

ive tried to fight to stay alive but its no good, to painful, to hard just want to be free.

BridgesAndBalloons · 27-05-2011, 04:37 PM

I'm so sorry people are struggling so much.

Jo you're doing well to fight to stay alive, you can carry on, I appreciate that it's painful but you can recover from this

on edge · 27-05-2011, 06:13 PM

i cant carry on, things are getting worse im never going to recover from all this, he wont let me. im finished he's going to win.

Mum24 · 28-05-2011, 03:17 AM

Isabelle the quiet one. Hugs. You're getting help? I'm glad you are safe...... I hope this is a good and helpful experience sweetie. I'm sorry things have been so hard. :( hugs to you. Please keep us up to date.

Mum24 · 28-05-2011, 03:18 AM

Jo keep fighting. Hugs. We care hun

Mum24 · 28-05-2011, 06:07 PM

IP? I'm sorry Isabelle. We know you are not attention seeking. I hope you will find the help you need and the compassion and care. You deserve the best. Hugs. How long will you be there?

Frail Existence · 28-05-2011, 11:38 PM

doing/feeling (any) better Mum24?

on edge · 29-05-2011, 12:19 AM

just want to curl up and die.
no more hurting no more of them
cant fight got nothing left to fight with
it hurts so much
want to die now, need peaceand no pain.

Frail Existence · 29-05-2011, 12:38 AM

You can do it On Edge!
I know what you are talking about
Feel the exact same way lately!
Call someone and talk to them
Anyone outside of RYL know you feel this way? If so, talk to one of them please?
You are not alone and am always here if a need anything, no matter how im doing!
stay safe lovely <3

on edge · 29-05-2011, 12:57 AM

No-one knows how I'm feeling outside of Ryl. Haven't got anyone to tell or talk too, its just me and the people who abuse me. Can't take anymore to much pain and hurt after today. Just want it over now.

Frail Existence · 29-05-2011, 01:23 AM

call or email a site!
I know a couple of sites that is really helpful with GREAT people if you want
and all is confidential unless in almost all circumstances.
You go to school or something? Could call the police?
They hurt you today?
Hang in there sweetie!

on edge · 29-05-2011, 01:36 AM

i dont really no any good sites so yes please.
no police, cant do police.
yeah they hurt me badly today

Frail Existence · 29-05-2011, 02:04 AM

Sent you some...
thats ok if you cant
*hugs if thats ok*
i kind of stay away from that talk... sorry
But are you gonna be ok?
Is not your fault though
No matter what you may say or think or what they say or think!
Hope you feel better soon! <3
Take care dear.

Frail Existence · 29-05-2011, 02:31 AM

Isabelle... Yyou are there for a reason. Stay and lt them try to help you. Leaving aint gonna help you AT ALL! Tell them what you are feeling/thinking!
*hugs isabelled and on edge*

Heaven Knows · 29-05-2011, 03:05 AM

I can't stop the thoughts now.
I just wish I had someone to explain all this to...

Frail Existence · 29-05-2011, 03:11 AM

Can always talk to me (or the people in the safe room)
*gives you big bear hug*
dont act on them katie!

Heaven Knows · 29-05-2011, 03:12 AM

I'm trying not to.
I'm just getting tired of fighting.
>.<

Frail Existence · 29-05-2011, 03:20 AM

trying is good cause it means you havent given up
i know what you mean/feel
anyone you can talk to?

Heaven Knows · 29-05-2011, 03:22 AM

I don't feel like it.
None of them know...about any of this.
I've moved since all this stuff started...and now its back they don't know.
I just want to curl up and die.

Frail Existence · 29-05-2011, 03:28 AM

you can curl up but not die :)
someone you can tell? Could you talk to one of them?