Hellz I'm sorry your finding it so hard but you have to try and work with them hunny, they are only dong their job and trying to help you but they can't do that if you don't try as well.
((hugs)) hellz...Im sorry things are so difficult for you. Can you ask for some prn when the urges get so overwhelming. I know how hard it is when the urges come, believe me..ive been discharged twice for si'ing whilst in hosptial and i really regret that now. Please try an fight this...you need their help, you need to be in hospital to keep safe...go and tell the nurses now what your thoughts are...fight this..i know you can do it, i have faith in you.
Dont fight against them hun, work with them
hugs and love xxx
i really dont want to stay safe anymore. this isnt helping and they cant do anything to make it better so its either stay like this forever or be dead and being dead is by far the better option. im sorry guys
im sorry guys i know your just trying to help and i really really appreciate it but im done fighting and i'd rather be on my own in my room at home where i can harm rather than alone in my room in hosp where i cant. and i know that with the way i feel when i do leave here i am going to kill myself im just done fighting done feeling this way done with life
" my precious, precious child, I love you and I would never, never leave you during your times of trials and suffering. When you see only one set of footprints it was then that I carried you" you were carried out of are lifes into the next and when its my time to leave this life I know i will be carried into the next life with you.
I wish i had my world complete again.
'Can we protend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars, i could really use a wish right now' BoB
hmm. i would post how i feel right now but i know i would probably be breaking rules so i will just say im safe...but that i hate myself and what i look like so ****ing much...and that im going to do everything in my power to change it....oh yes...bring it on
I think I understand what you mean and if it is what I'm thinking, then I feel very similar. Of course I could be right off the mark!
Hugs to you though.
[Sarah is my funky, amazalicious, crazalicious, star of a twinster! ]
meh just checked my bank account, why do i find it so hard to add up? moron, i thoguht i was doing ok but apparently i have spent all my money in under a week, useless now i have no money at all for another week, dumb ass.
i dont know if im going to manage today being good gaaah
i just feel so stupid, im trying so hard to be independant with my money (or as independant as i can on benefits) but i continually do this, i think ive added it up ok and worked out what i have and find out i need yet again to borrow money, im just so fecking useless i want to cry
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meh just checked my bank account, why do i find it so hard to add up? moron, i thoguht i was doing ok but apparently i have spent all my money in under a week, useless now i have no money at all for another week, dumb ass.