aww... i hope you're doing ok! i wish there was something i could say to make you feel more secure
"God take me, because I hate me" -Underoath
We are male and female. We are artists, athletes, and students. We have depression, PTSD, eating disorders, bipolar disorder, or maybe no diagnosis at all. Some of us were abused, some not. We come from all walks of life and can be any age. We are every race or religion that you can think of. Our common link is this: We are in pain. We self-injure. And we are not freaks.
I'm concerned. is there anyway good I can help you to feel less `empty`?
I hope you all stay strong and take better care of yourselves than I have been known to do in real life.
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Originally Posted by safe enough distance away
keep at arms length there's a monster in me that I have trouble controlling occasionally *
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Originally Posted by Full metal alchemist
And i promise you there is nothing i won't give to see this (my problems) through
I wish i were a robot, robots memory can be easily wiped out without bad side effects, the emotions can be programmed and the physical damage can be rapaired in such a way no one would know it had happend.
i dont know... i feel like i'm void of any emotion, yet like everything is happening all at once. its kinda weird
I really hope you're doing alright! if there's anything i can do for you, just let me know :)
"God take me, because I hate me" -Underoath
We are male and female. We are artists, athletes, and students. We have depression, PTSD, eating disorders, bipolar disorder, or maybe no diagnosis at all. Some of us were abused, some not. We come from all walks of life and can be any age. We are every race or religion that you can think of. Our common link is this: We are in pain. We self-injure. And we are not freaks.
Don't worry about me. talking (which is all that could be done) about my problems doesn't help, but helping others help me feel less worthless. I don't know if that makes scenes? And so if you need to talk about the feeling or what is going on in life just send me a PM.
I hope you all stay strong and take better care of yourselves than I have been known to do in real life.
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Originally Posted by safe enough distance away
keep at arms length there's a monster in me that I have trouble controlling occasionally *
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Originally Posted by Full metal alchemist
And i promise you there is nothing i won't give to see this (my problems) through
I wish i were a robot, robots memory can be easily wiped out without bad side effects, the emotions can be programmed and the physical damage can be rapaired in such a way no one would know it had happend.
wakes up and runs to class screaming `oh flip, i'm late for my presintation`.
why are you so diapointed?
I hope you all stay strong and take better care of yourselves than I have been known to do in real life.
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Originally Posted by safe enough distance away
keep at arms length there's a monster in me that I have trouble controlling occasionally *
Quote:
Originally Posted by Full metal alchemist
And i promise you there is nothing i won't give to see this (my problems) through
I wish i were a robot, robots memory can be easily wiped out without bad side effects, the emotions can be programmed and the physical damage can be rapaired in such a way no one would know it had happend.
hands you a pillow and puts on some nice music (and gives you an alarm clock so you won't be late)
"God take me, because I hate me" -Underoath
We are male and female. We are artists, athletes, and students. We have depression, PTSD, eating disorders, bipolar disorder, or maybe no diagnosis at all. Some of us were abused, some not. We come from all walks of life and can be any age. We are every race or religion that you can think of. Our common link is this: We are in pain. We self-injure. And we are not freaks.
why do you think you feel empty? Is there anyway i can help?
I hope you all stay strong and take better care of yourselves than I have been known to do in real life.
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Originally Posted by safe enough distance away
keep at arms length there's a monster in me that I have trouble controlling occasionally *
Quote:
Originally Posted by Full metal alchemist
And i promise you there is nothing i won't give to see this (my problems) through
I wish i were a robot, robots memory can be easily wiped out without bad side effects, the emotions can be programmed and the physical damage can be rapaired in such a way no one would know it had happend.
"Resolve to be tender with the young, compassionate with the aged,
sympathetic with the striving, and tolerant with the weak and wrong because sometime in your life you will have been all of these."
Sleep? what a splended idea, the problem is, i really mustbe awake at 11:00 tomorrow (to get into university by 13:30) and if i go to sleep now (after not sleeping properly for two days i'll probably over sleep. It woulnd't be so bad if it was just a normal day of university, i could just miss it. But i have a dyslexia assessment that cost £450 booked for tomorrow. So i really must not miss it.
I'm glad you feel loved. the feeling of love is wonderful and can even for short times hide depression.
I hope you all stay strong and take better care of yourselves than I have been known to do in real life.
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Originally Posted by safe enough distance away
keep at arms length there's a monster in me that I have trouble controlling occasionally *
Quote:
Originally Posted by Full metal alchemist
And i promise you there is nothing i won't give to see this (my problems) through
I wish i were a robot, robots memory can be easily wiped out without bad side effects, the emotions can be programmed and the physical damage can be rapaired in such a way no one would know it had happend.
We are male and female. We are artists, athletes, and students. We have depression, PTSD, eating disorders, bipolar disorder, or maybe no diagnosis at all. Some of us were abused, some not. We come from all walks of life and can be any age. We are every race or religion that you can think of. Our common link is this: We are in pain. We self-injure. And we are not freaks.
"Resolve to be tender with the young, compassionate with the aged,
sympathetic with the striving, and tolerant with the weak and wrong because sometime in your life you will have been all of these."
I hope you all stay strong and take better care of yourselves than I have been known to do in real life.
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Originally Posted by safe enough distance away
keep at arms length there's a monster in me that I have trouble controlling occasionally *
Quote:
Originally Posted by Full metal alchemist
And i promise you there is nothing i won't give to see this (my problems) through
I wish i were a robot, robots memory can be easily wiped out without bad side effects, the emotions can be programmed and the physical damage can be rapaired in such a way no one would know it had happend.
*lays you down to sleep in a soft pile of pillows and blankets and puts some soothing music on to help you sleep*
Life is one short moment of pure happyness in a sea of endless and agonising pain.
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If you got a cat for one day, man I mean, if you, say, say, if you want a cat for 365 days, right you aint got him for 365 days, you got him for one day, man you know, you can say, oh man, you can cry about the other 364, man, but you're gonna lose that one day, man, and that's all youve got
-Janis Joplin, Ball & Chain Unseated from braniac champion by Mistress of Misery :)
venom? (but honestly, i sleep better with audio books that i do with music)
Why are you feeling numb? is it a good kind of numb or a bad kind?
I hope you all stay strong and take better care of yourselves than I have been known to do in real life.
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Originally Posted by safe enough distance away
keep at arms length there's a monster in me that I have trouble controlling occasionally *
Quote:
Originally Posted by Full metal alchemist
And i promise you there is nothing i won't give to see this (my problems) through
I wish i were a robot, robots memory can be easily wiped out without bad side effects, the emotions can be programmed and the physical damage can be rapaired in such a way no one would know it had happend.
We are male and female. We are artists, athletes, and students. We have depression, PTSD, eating disorders, bipolar disorder, or maybe no diagnosis at all. Some of us were abused, some not. We come from all walks of life and can be any age. We are every race or religion that you can think of. Our common link is this: We are in pain. We self-injure. And we are not freaks.
Wanna talk about whatever it is you are ashamed of?
@PNGIL its the kind of numb where I dont really feel anything, but my emotions range between angry, irritated, in pain, upset and numb, so i suppose it is the best option.
Life is one short moment of pure happyness in a sea of endless and agonising pain.
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If you got a cat for one day, man I mean, if you, say, say, if you want a cat for 365 days, right you aint got him for 365 days, you got him for one day, man you know, you can say, oh man, you can cry about the other 364, man, but you're gonna lose that one day, man, and that's all youve got
-Janis Joplin, Ball & Chain Unseated from braniac champion by Mistress of Misery :)
*Hugs* feel free to PM me anytime if you want to talk. I'll be there for you.
I hope you all stay strong and take better care of yourselves than I have been known to do in real life.
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Originally Posted by safe enough distance away
keep at arms length there's a monster in me that I have trouble controlling occasionally *
Quote:
Originally Posted by Full metal alchemist
And i promise you there is nothing i won't give to see this (my problems) through
I wish i were a robot, robots memory can be easily wiped out without bad side effects, the emotions can be programmed and the physical damage can be rapaired in such a way no one would know it had happend.
We are male and female. We are artists, athletes, and students. We have depression, PTSD, eating disorders, bipolar disorder, or maybe no diagnosis at all. Some of us were abused, some not. We come from all walks of life and can be any age. We are every race or religion that you can think of. Our common link is this: We are in pain. We self-injure. And we are not freaks.
