I just want it to stop, they won't stop hurting me
Hush, little baby, drink your spoiled milk
I'm crazy, need my prescription filled
Do you like my cookies? They're made just for you
A little bit of sugar, but lots of poison, too
*curls up in the corner with a blanket wrapped around me* I feel unwanted... *cries* No one on RYL replies to any of my threads anymore even the casual ones... Why is everyone ignoring me...? What did I do wrong...? Does everyone hate me now...? Why...?
Major Depression | Asperger's Syndrome | Anxiety NOS | Hints of OCD
Close your eyes. Don't you cry. Love's around you. In time, you'll fly. Don't you worry about the dark. I will light up the night with the love in my heart. I will burn like the sun that will keep you safe and warm. Like the smell of a rose on a summer's day, I will be there to take all your fears away. With the touch of my hand, I will turn your life to GOLD!
“The good things don’t always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.”
“Nobody important? Blimey, that’s amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before.”
“If it’s time to go, remember what you’re leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.”
*smiles a little and snuggles with the blankie* Yea, it does. >^.^<
I am doing better now. People are talking to me again. Though still scared they all secretly hate me. v.v
Major Depression | Asperger's Syndrome | Anxiety NOS | Hints of OCD
Close your eyes. Don't you cry. Love's around you. In time, you'll fly. Don't you worry about the dark. I will light up the night with the love in my heart. I will burn like the sun that will keep you safe and warm. Like the smell of a rose on a summer's day, I will be there to take all your fears away. With the touch of my hand, I will turn your life to GOLD!
Ive been abndoning ryl altogether.
found bbetter sites. better in my mind.
its mkin me better in a sick and twisted way but... i love it! :)
ive got blade on me 24/7.... it helps me. not encourging. just expressing ive felt better with it lately. just it presense makes me lmer. i dont hve to think about trying to retrieve one or the hassle and stresss of trying to get one when i really need it. stress is gone.
These kicks take me far away my dear; Far away from myself Far away from my troubles
Far away from heaven
i miss my friends on here.
wanna give shout out to courtney and mitchie and all the sarahs. really missing hearing from yall. Dont know your username..... Im libz btw.
Been exgremely sick for the last week.
Good night my lovely safe roomers. sleep tight. no bad dreams.
These kicks take me far away my dear; Far away from myself Far away from my troubles
Far away from heaven
*curling up with a purple blanket and biting on a cookie*
This has so not been a good day, I feel recovery takes forever, makes me feel like an idiot for still feeling sad
Alexia; We often feel that way when actually isn't the fact. Am sure people don't hate you...I sure don't.
Libz; Am only an email away. I love you <3
Truth&OtherDisaters; It is a long road but is with it. You're not an idiot for being sad about it. People recover in different times.
Ali; Good luck with counsellor...very scary but will help. Being very brave.
Anna; *hugs* No need hurt self. You is strong.
Little-Pink-Bear; If people talk about you just means you have made an impact on their life. Is always said small minded people talk about others. People only try to bring you down because you're alreadyabove them.
*replenishes cupcakes, blankets, hugs, teddies and drinks*
♥It's the ups and downs of living life this way. Promise me you'll never go away. Just stay with me through one more night because it's always darkest before the light and now I promise you I'll never turn away. I won't let you give us one less heart to break...♥
Hey guys... I know you're already kinda in a convorsation but this seems like a cool forum! Haha I'm dealing with both bullying and abuse. A "safe room" is a good idea. :)
You make me wanna die, I'll never be good enough.
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“The good things don’t always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.”
“Nobody important? Blimey, that’s amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before.”
“If it’s time to go, remember what you’re leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.”
too much to reply to. sorry people lonely n strugglin.
hi helpme. welcome to the safe room. jump in any time. gets quiet here sometimes. whats your name? im anna on ryl. too paranoid to use my real name.
no courtney, im not strong at all.
i understand wantin to carry tool and know the reassurance it gives...but is also bad thing. makes it too easy to hurt self. can jus impusively do it before try to resist. is almos like planning to hurt self.
anyone here right now...?
Every day the world is made a chance to change but i feel the same.
And I wonder why would i wait till i die to come alive?"
All alone the way she feels
Left alone to deal with all the pain-drenched sorrow relief
i know annas real name. *gives anna big hug n smiles up at you* but its her n my secret.
i used to know almost everyone pretty closely for while in here. you all feel like strangers now. sorry if that feels like bad thing.
I dont feel the safe room is as close as it used to be. it definitely isnt but i also feel like... theres not many close connections. not sure what to do to fix it though. anyone else feel like this? sorry im saying feel a lot :p
I hte making big/long posts. mre than few sentences is too much for me. Shut up now >.<
These kicks take me far away my dear; Far away from myself Far away from my troubles
Far away from heaven
