The Safe Room

[perfection is a flaw]

no

hows you?

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tired kinda achey but fine >___<

whats up? *hugs*

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im discusting. and i cannot control myself. i have lost control. and i hate people. and i just cant deal with this. and im ****ing pathetic. and discusting really discusting. and i just let people down. and theres no point to me. i keep having to lie to people and im sick of it. and im discusting. and i dont want what she says. i hate her. why wont she ****ing piss off and leave me alone. and im ****ing discusting

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*hugs* glad youre ok

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Lizzie your not digusting, you're really caring and, guess what? we all let people down, its not your fault, your only human.. all you can do is try your best

*hugs* and i'm here for ya

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oh believe me i am discusting. whats the point in trying your best when its never good enough. i cannot do what is expected of me

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whats expected of u?

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to sort things out, to do the right thing. to get something checked out. to slaveishly obey her because she knows best =/
just because i cant do something doesnt mean i dont want to

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who is she?

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evil b!tch psych

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i'm sorry hun *hugs*

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why are you sorry you havent done anything
*hugs back*

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yea n there's nothing i really can do, which is really well frustrating

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what? im all confused now..

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*curls up in a ball and cries*

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*hugs*

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*hugs back*

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urgh... *hides under pile of teddies*

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*huggles* sup hun?

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uh..i'm stupid...

everyones awake when they're not suposed to be! this time is my time... grrr

damn now i'm starting to get paraniod

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*hugs*
you could always slip sleeping pills in theirs drinks..
whatcha getting paranoid about babe?