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Old 17-01-2013, 03:48 AM   #120601
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*safe hugs to everyone*

unravelling. completely. triggers everywhere and everything is WRONG.

there is so much scar tissue even cutting doesn't hurt anymore.

my mind is no longer my own. and no one will help me.



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Old 17-01-2013, 03:59 AM   #120602
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I will help you sapphire... if you want...



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Old 17-01-2013, 04:05 AM   #120603
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Thank you *offers safe hugs* I've just been trying to get psych help since march and NOTHING! I have trauma issues and dissociative issues - nothing diagnosed, since apparently if I'm not suicidal I can't have a mental health emergency... I just feel like I'm falling apart. The me-but-not-me voices in my head are going nuts, and one of them wants to harm and one is stopping me from taking my meds... I just feel like giving up. Like my mind is totally unravelling.

Sorry, I don't think this makes any sense :s I'm just... f*cked
Katie x



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Old 17-01-2013, 04:28 AM   #120604
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youre not ****ed up. ones life may be but doesnt mean their life is.

all i know to say is... keep trying to seek out. reach out in real life. online. telephone. whatever it take. dont give up.

and as much as this ****ing **** kills and stuff. being positive is a chosen attitude one may have and it helps waaay better than a negative one.. do something relaxing or good for yourself. at least once a day. it helps calm youself. just reading a book you want or a bath. or watever you like to do thats safe.



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Old 17-01-2013, 04:35 AM   #120605
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Thanks for caring, it means a lot. I'm watching kids tv shows and hiding under my duvet. I guess being an adult can wait til later



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Old 17-01-2013, 05:04 AM   #120606
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youre welcome. hey im doin that to minus kids show. watching ncis. youre right. dont need be grown up now



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Old 17-01-2013, 06:02 AM   #120607
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i dont think i feel sad. but i can't stop crying



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Old 17-01-2013, 06:48 PM   #120608
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anyone here?



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Old 17-01-2013, 06:59 PM   #120609
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i here needle girl :)
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Old 17-01-2013, 07:05 PM   #120610
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hi im anna on ryl.
not good *cries*



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Old 17-01-2013, 08:08 PM   #120611
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aaww hello anna
whats wrong ?
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Old 17-01-2013, 08:28 PM   #120612
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my best friend hasnt talked to me for two days n tryin leave me *holds on to you* we've talked every day for over a yaer :'( sorry. whats your name?



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Old 17-01-2013, 08:37 PM   #120613
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im Gem :)
aawwh hunnie im sorry do you know why she hasnt talked to you ?
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Old 17-01-2013, 08:46 PM   #120614
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Old 17-01-2013, 08:53 PM   #120615
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no dont know why, this isnt like her. scared. you ok? want anythin?



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Old 17-01-2013, 09:20 PM   #120616
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blankie pleese
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Old 17-01-2013, 11:08 PM   #120617
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*hands you soft big blankie in your fav color*`whats wrong?



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Old 17-01-2013, 11:11 PM   #120618
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i feel not want be here anymore :(
scared alone :'(
too loud shouted at
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Old 19-01-2013, 04:15 AM   #120619
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she has gun. that scares me



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Old 19-01-2013, 08:00 AM   #120620
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bein shouted at isn good feeling. you didn deserve. nothin makes ok to shout at

who has gun? that scary



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