i asked if i had been diagnosed and he said "yes, you have been diagnosed with emotionally unstable persoanlity traits, you wouldn't have been able to be referred to stepps with out this diagnosis"
so now i know...i have a diagnosis...why did he only tell me cos i asked?
I had an appointment today, it was awful (i've posted another thread about this so I don't need to burden you all). How have your days been? I'm currently waiting for my flatmate to get home so we can order some dinner (I'm feeling lazy, so it's chinese tonight)
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This thread is a nice and safe place to belong...ive made some really good friends here.
yeah im better than i have been and today has been a good day apart from my hospital appointment,
but it didnt last long and the rest of my day has been good thanks.
i saw my cpn today
i filled out an application form for therapy with her
it asked for diagnosis; i asked my cpn what i should put. i wanted to hear her say it.
she said, 'well what do you think you should put?'
i just looked at her
she said, 'borderline...' and i finished the rest off for her
I just wanted to hear her say it
I WILLED her to say it
I HATE it when they want you to tell THEM what you have. I don't understand this. Like psych appointments; 'can you tell me why you're here', well, how about YOU tell me as you're looking at my notes on that computer screen . . .
My flatmate got home at 10, we have ordered and am waiting for it to arrive. Having a glass of wine and watching the election thing.
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as alot of you know i'm going inpatient for a while not sure how long. anyway they said im not allowed to take my mobile broadband thingy with me so i wont be able to get on here.
thanks for all your support of late, you are all amazing people. i'll be thinking of you all and hope you all get on ok.
i'm a bit stoned so im quite calm about the whole thing. i'll probably be keeping in touch with hollz when shes back home so i'll ask her to let u know im gettin on ok every so often.
Take care lovely, and look after yourself. I hope this helps, and I hope you can feel ok for a while. Thinking of you, and let us know how you get on when you can xxx
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i have a diagnosis...why did he only tell me cos i asked?
This has happened to me as well and I find it really frustrating. Also, nobody would tell me exactly why I had the diagnosis - like you know how you have to have five in the diagnostic criteria? It's awful. We should be kept informed as it's our care after all.
[Sarah is my funky, amazalicious, crazalicious, star of a twinster! ]
" my precious, precious child, I love you and I would never, never leave you during your times of trials and suffering. When you see only one set of footprints it was then that I carried you" you were carried out of are lifes into the next and when its my time to leave this life I know i will be carried into the next life with you.
I wish i had my world complete again.
'Can we protend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars, i could really use a wish right now' BoB
and the hung parliament thing...well it was expected, they've been saying it alot in the last week, but i thoght it was aimed at the lib dem....politics are making no sense at all atm
I have to admit I dont really understand hung parliment so I'm just going off to google lol
sigh, busy day yesterday and have a few jobs to sort out today, can't remember if i posted yesterday (the day is a bit of a blur) so i went to town and bought
a new watch its very cool bench one (i dont usually busy named stuff)
a digging box for the rats to investigate
a really cool fairy colouring in book and some pens (i kow im 5, usually i hate girlie things)
some fask masks for my distraction box
some kids sand for the rats digging box
some ozzie shampoo (which by my standards is posh)
a pill organiser pot coz im fed up of having little boxes that look all the same confusing me
i am coming along nicely with my knitted patchwork blanket
sounds like a good bit of shopping! always gppd to do a retail therapy...even if it is compulsive like i do..lol
sounds like you have a good little hobby there too...try to keep yourself distracted from binging...don't think about it...
erm...well my grandmother said we'd make a cake today...normally ends up that she does it...but today, just my norm mooching around the house...will eventually go downstairs with my blankey, my book, my notebook a pen my mp3 player and laptop and fall asleep on the couch...ha how exciting..
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