I ****ed your girlfriend last night.
While you snored and drooled, I ****ed your love.
She called me Daddy.
And I called her baby when I smacked her ass.
I called her sugar when I ate her alive till daylight.
And I slept with her all over me,
from forehead to ribcage I dripped her ass.
Sometimes I thought you might be spying,
living out some brash fantasy, but no.
You were knocked out.
But we were all knocked out you know.
In a way
I serve too many masters.
We didn't know you'd break the bottle
that the magic came in to use those jagged shards
to cut our wrists and neck.
And you'd do it too, you're that kind of dude.
But you wouldn't know what you were doing
because I didn't,
your girlfriend could have been a burn victim,
an amputee, a dead body.
But god damn I wanted to ****.
I'm losing what's left of my ****ing mind,
I serve too many ****ing masters.
(I told you. I told you mother****er)
I love Alcohol Induced Altruism(Laura) I still say a church steeple with a lightning rod on top shows a lack of confidence - Doug McLeod Those who believe in absurdities will commit atrocities - Voltaire
I'm an animal
I'm a victim
I'm the answer to your prayers
I'm a witness,on a witch hunt
I'm the monster up the stairs
I'm the ghost that's
In the mirror
I'm everything that you fear
I'm the rip tide
I'm the soul-shock
I'm the voice that's in your head
I've seen it all
Still can't taste it
Smashed to the wall
Brought me to my knees
I've done it all
****ed up, wasted
Still in my blood
But now its sight unseen
I'm the hunted
I'm the predator
I'm the answer to the riddle
I'm the up-beat
I'm the head-****
I'm the way off left of the middle
I'm the player
I'm the naive
I'm the one who's not addicted
I'm the logic
To the **** up
I'm the broken one who fixed it
I've seen it all
Still can't taste it
Smashed to the wall
Brought me to my knees
I've done it all
****ed up, wasted
Still in my blood
Now inside i'm sane
I've seen it all
Still can't taste it
Smashed to the wall
Brought me to my knees
I've done it all
****ed up, wasted
Still in my blood
But now its sight unseen
I'm just a child with the tears in it's eyes
I am holding this gift that is broken
what do I have
left now
I've seen it all
Still can't taste it
Smashed to the wall
Brought me to my knees
I've done it all
****ed up, wasted
Still in my blood
Now inside i'm sane
I've seen it all
Still can't taste it
Smashed to the wall
Brought me to my knees
I've done it all
****ed up, wasted
Still in my blood
But now its sight unseen
My knife is deep inside your ****ing uterus
shut you’re ****ing mouth, as im thrusting
My knife inside your, sexual organs
you should never be allowed to reproduce
ill make it my priority, to wipe you out
you ****ing plague on humanity
ill watch your body twitch and squirm
never control my life, you will never learn
I only called you over so I could commit murder
and rid this world of one ****ed up ****
You are the queen of filth and hypocrisy
spinning your web of lies and hate
You don’t desserve life, you ****ing disgust me
YOUR SOUL IS DEAD
and burning, you lived this way
Think but never see
For years and years you've sickened me
Left a path of destruction in your wake
your the queen of filth, spreading hypocrisy
Your soul is dead
for years and and years I have lived
in your filth
For years you've been a coward
your soul is dead
Sew my **** in your ****
so we're eternally ****ing
I love Alcohol Induced Altruism(Laura) I still say a church steeple with a lightning rod on top shows a lack of confidence - Doug McLeod Those who believe in absurdities will commit atrocities - Voltaire
Heading for the great escape
Heading for the rave
Heading for the permanent holiday
Heading for the winter trip
Heading for the slide
Heading for the dignified walk away
Heading for the open road
Goodbye to all that
Heading for the automatic overload
Standing in the open boat
Standing in the swing
Waiting for the ringing and the bright light
Waiting to be recognised
Quiet applause will do
They shower you with flowers when they bury you
You're holding on, you're holding on ... I. The Last of You Just when I thought I'd seen the last of you
You come here scratchin' at my door
Your pain and anger's in the howling dark
Of every corridor I walk
So tell me more about the love that you rejected
Tell me more about the trust you disrespected
I still don't know, why did you hurt the very one
Why did you hurt the very one
That you should have protected? II. Falling from the Moon Don't ask me why I'm doing this
You wouldn't understand
You're asking the wrong questions
You couldn't understand
A bridge is not a high place
The fifty-second floor
Icarus would know
A mountain isn't far to fall
When you've fallen
When you've fallen from the moon
There's murder on the street
I'm ashes on the water now, somewhere far away
I have fallen, fallen from the moon
So the light now is my weapon
Like a bush dried, weathered in the sun
With this spark I’ll go up in flames
I lay my guns down but they’re too small to see
It’s kinda cute how I resent to be
Everything but the instrument I am.
Embrace the emptiness
So let it enfold you
A better life is what I am after
My first name won’t be my last one
Let the light just drip into your eyes
So it’s true my words are contrived
I tell lies just to get into your mind
I’m as fake as a widow’s smile
This mask of glass is what I choose to wear
So I won’t ever have the need to bear
To tell the truth to anyone but me
Embrace the emptiness
So let it enfold you
A better life is what I am after
My first name won’t be my last one
Let the light just drip into your eyes
And I am dead, your eyes are light
I’m just a bad actor stuck with a shitty script
All of my lines are cheap and the cast is weak
There was no music for the first time I got kissed
There was no femme fatal my mistress wasn't rich
So I’ve been formatted to fit your TV screen
The film went straight to tape
I'll bow out quietly
So quietly
Please do this now I beg
Duct tape my arms and legs
Throw me into the sea
(Please save me, please save me)
Please do this now I beg
Duct tape my arms and legs
Throw me into the sea
(Please save me, please save me)
Now watch the waves eat me
Setting my cold heart free
I'll wash the shore in weeks
(You can’t save me, can’t save)
Now watch the waves eat me
Setting my cold heart free
I'll wash the shore in weeks
(Can't save me)
You cant save me now
"In the driest whitest stretch of pains infinate desert, I lost my sanity, and found this rose"
Why are you looking at me like that?
I do not feel a very good vibe
Why are you pushing me away?
Now It's not like I really want to stay
Oh I, I might be small
but it doesn't mean I can't reach the sky
I, I might be weak
but it doesn't mean you can knock me down
Why aren't you giving me a chance
I have a way of my own
Why are you being so damn crude
Hey look! You are a human being like me
Oh I, I might trip and fall
but it doesn't mean I don't know how to stand tall
I, Don't look like her
but I am glad as hell I am, who I am
I've got something to say
You don't know what I can do
And you don't know who I am
Don't tear me up Into many pieces
You can't touch my soul
You better get used to it
Cause, I'm not going no where
Don't dress me up I'm already dressed
Do you like my shoes?
Why are you turning away?
You haven't seen nothing yet
Heaven Bend to take my hand
And lead me through the fire
Be the long awaited answer
To a long and painful fight
Truth be told I tried my best
But somewhere long the way
I got caught up in all there was to offer
But the cost was so much more than I could bear
Though I've tried I've fallen
I have sunk so low
I messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here and
Tell me I told you so
We all begin out with good intent
When love is raw and young
We believe that we can change ourselves
The past can be undone
But we carry on our back the burdens time always reveals
In the lonely light of morning
In the wound that would not heal
It's the bitter taste of losing everything
I've held so dear
Though I've tried I've fallen
I have sunk so low
I messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here and
Tell me I told you so
Heaven bend to take my hand
I've nowhere left to turn
I'm lost to these I thought were friends
To everyone I know
Oh they turn their heads embarrassed
Pretend that they don't see
That it's one wrong step one slip before you know it
And there doesn't seem away to be redeemed
Though I've tried I've fallen
I have sunk so low
I messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here and
Tell me I told you so
I messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here and
Tell me I told you so
A little angel fell into my arms at the 7th of december 2010
Until It Sleeps
Metallica
Where do I take this pain of mine?
I run but it stays right by my side
So tear me open and pour me out
There's things inside that scream and shout
And the pain still hates me
So hold me until it sleeps
Just like the curse, just like the stray
You feed it once and now it stays
Now it stays
So tear me open but beware
There's things inside without a care
And the dirt still stains me
So wash me until I'm clean
It grips you so hold me
It stains you so hold me
It hates you so hold me
It holds you so hold me
Until it sleeps
So tell me why you've chosen me
Don't want your grip
Don't want your greed
Don't want it
I'll tear me open make you gone
No more can you hurt anyone
And the fear still shakes me
So hold me, until it sleeps
It grips you so hold me
It stains you so hold me
It hates you so hold me
It holds you, holds you, holds you until it sleeps
Untill it sleeps, untill it sleeps
Untill it sleeps, untill it sleeps
I don't want it
I don't want it
Want it, want it,
Want it, want it
No
So tear me open but beware
There's things inside without a care
And the dirt still stains me
So wash me 'til I'm clean
I'll tear thee open make you gone
No longer will you hurt anyone
And the hate still shapes me
So hold me until it sleeps
Untill it sleeps
Untill it sleeps
Untill it sleeps
Untill it sleeps
Yeah this is not natural
A bunch of holes where the dead used to be underground
Forget supernatural 'cause all those resting in peace are out walking the streets
Yeah with no heartbeat
Across the sky they can hear you on the other side
A scream that's loud enough to wake the dead (wake the dead)
All alone you bought tickets for the nightmare as you wake the dead,
Wake the dead!
Oh this is not possible
An empty hole in your chest where your heart used to beat
Does this mean what I think it means?
Just how could both you and me be about as dead as we could be
Yeah with no heartbeat!
Across the sky they can hear you on the other side
A scream that's loud enough to wake the dead (wake the dead)
All alone you bought tickets for the nightmare as you wake the dead,
wake the dead!
Take a walk with me, Walk with the dead
'Cause you knew that we had to die sometime (yeah)
Well darling, Tonight could be (Well darling tonight could be)
Let your voice shred miles of diamond skies
Just to walk as they wake in the darkness (yeah)
Well darling tonight could be a beautiful night to die
A beautiful night to die (yeah)
Across the sky they can ha-ha-hear you
A scream that's loud enough to wake the dead(Wake the dead)
And all alone you bought tickets for the nightmare as you wake the dead
Wake the dead!
(x2)
It's a god-awful small affair
To the girl with the mousy hair
But her mummy is yelling "No!"
And her daddy has told her to go
But her friend is nowhere to be seen
Now she walks through her sunken dream
To the seat with the clearest view
And she's hooked to the silver screen
But the film is a saddening bore
For she's lived it ten times or more
She could spit in the eyes of fools
As they ask her to focus on
Sailors fighting in the dance hall
Oh man! Look at those cavemen go
It's the freakiest show
Take a look at the Lawman
Beating up the wrong guy
Oh man! Wonder if he'll ever know
He's in the best selling show
Is there life on Mars?
"Without you I am so lonely, so lonely! So tell me where have you gone now, where have you gone!"
"...that incremental suicide of turning your life into a dream, to make being awake as similar to sleep as possible. Drowsily, lazily, dry-mouth your way through the day's ceremonies, fumble your way back into the dew-bather you never really left, draped in brown, brown now all around, the haze!" - Russell Brand on drug addiction.
"Si ma êkh gûndo piyiamásko...ándo bírto barruno. Bírto, bírto barruno."
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