Losing motivation at work, and feeling like people see me as lazy, but I'm not.
*Agreement* except in my case its studying.
PM me if you want a PDF copy of the ICD-10or the Mental Health Act 1983/2007. I ALSO HAVE THE DSM-V BOOK and am a pharmacology student.
I have a visual impairment / neurological problems so I need people to type in clear text and no funny fonts. Also excuse any typos, my vision blocks things out.
I have autism and have problems communicating, PMs included.
Just becasue I type well doesn't mean I speak well. I am only part time verbal.
being too afraid to go out of the house, because you don't know when you'll fall apart or when you'll have a sever mood swing or paranoia attack.
*..life in pain.. *-my older sis; Sweetest Downfall-my jellybean; greenspot-my cousin; TokioPanik!-my TokioHotelTwin; darkdestiny-my pet monkey; I-Feel-Infinate-my gerbil; frombullets2black-my llama; livingnotbreathing-my fellow spy; UnsureOne-my pet goldfish; xXxHis_fallen_angelxXx-my pet monkey; ashy_ashy18-my sister; Aryn is my fellow ninja and partner in crime
Apocalyptic and insane, but my dreams will never change
The fact that I am not good enough because I can't accomplish normal, whatever that is. Because I feel like my disorder is my failer, I have failed myself, and the world becasuse I can't seem to get better.
"I cannot change the past, but my future is my chance to prove I can change."
"Sometimes our deepest wounds, are the ones we inflict on ourselves."
“Anyone can give up, it's the easiest thing in the world to do. But to hold it together when everyone else would understand if you fell apart, that's true strength.”
Loosing friends and people I love because I am too hard to handle. Its not my fault dang it! I didn't ask for this to happen . . . but no one seems to get that. . .
"I cannot change the past, but my future is my chance to prove I can change."
"Sometimes our deepest wounds, are the ones we inflict on ourselves."
“Anyone can give up, it's the easiest thing in the world to do. But to hold it together when everyone else would understand if you fell apart, that's true strength.”
i got one more: not being able to walk down to hall in the dark, because you just know someone will be there to hurt you.
*..life in pain.. *-my older sis; Sweetest Downfall-my jellybean; greenspot-my cousin; TokioPanik!-my TokioHotelTwin; darkdestiny-my pet monkey; I-Feel-Infinate-my gerbil; frombullets2black-my llama; livingnotbreathing-my fellow spy; UnsureOne-my pet goldfish; xXxHis_fallen_angelxXx-my pet monkey; ashy_ashy18-my sister; Aryn is my fellow ninja and partner in crime
Apocalyptic and insane, but my dreams will never change
Worrying about the next lie or the next way to cover up or shy away or planning how to explain and justify yourself next time you let someone get too close...
Being judged by people because of what you told them
Not being able to talk to people because you are scared of being judged
Overusing the phrase "I'm fine" because there is noway you can explain how not fine you really are
Having to grow up before you've become an adult yet getting treated like an child
~Here I am at your feet in my brokenness complete~
You can never let go of it... once its on your record.... especially if youve been in hospital...
for ever course/job etc you apply for it gets bought up!!
*agrees*
I got put on a section 136 and its gone on my criminal records. The only slightly criminal thing I suppose I did was kick a policeman in the face, but I lost my part-time job over this and lost £200 in training. They wouldn't accept me because they did a criminal records check and found my section 136.
PM me if you want a PDF copy of the ICD-10or the Mental Health Act 1983/2007. I ALSO HAVE THE DSM-V BOOK and am a pharmacology student.
I have a visual impairment / neurological problems so I need people to type in clear text and no funny fonts. Also excuse any typos, my vision blocks things out.
I have autism and have problems communicating, PMs included.
Just becasue I type well doesn't mean I speak well. I am only part time verbal.
I don't know myself. I keep switching and it is so confusing. Somedays I think I might just be okay, but then I'm so depressed Im suicidal and then I am so happy I might have not been depressed, and then so angry I want to kill something . . . I am all these things . . . but I don't know which is me.
"I cannot change the past, but my future is my chance to prove I can change."
"Sometimes our deepest wounds, are the ones we inflict on ourselves."
“Anyone can give up, it's the easiest thing in the world to do. But to hold it together when everyone else would understand if you fell apart, that's true strength.”
