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Old 12-08-2011, 09:29 PM   #101
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maybe take a break from supporting others hun
you need to take care of you too
if you dont take care of you your ability to support others diminishes
its not selfish

just keep trying



Every day the world is made a chance to change but i feel the same.
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Old 12-08-2011, 10:17 PM   #102
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i dont feel i can



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Old 12-08-2011, 10:33 PM   #103
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feelings like to lie

pardon my lack of response now, my brain is leaving



Every day the world is made a chance to change but i feel the same.
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Old 13-08-2011, 08:33 PM   #104
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mum found my harming stuff
made me strip off
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They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
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Old 13-08-2011, 11:13 PM   #105
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jo is really struggling and finding it hard to cope at the moment.
she feels very alone, worthless and like no one cares about her.
i just want to show her that shes not alone or worthless and that we do care about her.

hang in there baby *hugs*

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Old 14-08-2011, 02:52 AM   #106
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*hugs close*
<3
read safe room too, scary thing to go through
maybe try to use this as a chance to lessen your harm hun



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Old 14-08-2011, 08:59 PM   #107
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feeling alone
sorry
dont deserve people to be asked to care
i know im nothing
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Old 15-08-2011, 01:58 AM   #108
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youre NOT nothing
as for people being asked to care...i dont think youve asked anyone on here. we care because we do. because youre a fellow human. why shouldnt we care?
people who dont care about other people are evil.
*hugs*



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Old 15-08-2011, 08:22 PM   #109
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You're not nothing Jo, you're wonderful, how are you feeling today?





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Old 15-08-2011, 08:36 PM   #110
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sorry just feeling rubbish
been with afriend today and the effort it took was enormous
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Old 16-08-2011, 09:59 AM   #111
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Don't say sorry sweetie, it's okay. Although being with your friend was very hard did you get any enjoyment out of it at all?

I'm sorry if this has already been covered before, but is moving out an option? Alone/with friends etc?





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Old 16-08-2011, 10:20 AM   #112
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i dont know
sorry
im being useless
therapy later and scared about it
dont want to tell her what mum did but know i need to



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Old 16-08-2011, 03:33 PM   #113
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howd therapy go Jo?



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Old 16-08-2011, 04:27 PM   #114
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I hope therapy went well, maybe moving into your own place is something to discuss with your therapist? She might be able to refer you to someone who might be able to help advise you in regards to moving out.





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Old 16-08-2011, 08:32 PM   #115
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told her
found it hard
friend said i was brave
dont feel it
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Old 16-08-2011, 10:00 PM   #116
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brave isnt a feeling. being brave is doing something even though youre scared. you were brave. *cuddles* g'job Jo



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Old 16-08-2011, 10:04 PM   #117
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feel i did wrong
therapist gave me a hug today
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Old 17-08-2011, 02:17 PM   #118
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You didn't do wrong, it was nice of your therapist to give you a hug. How are you feeling today?





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Old 17-08-2011, 08:40 PM   #119
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went out with friend
was actually good
but just sunk into flashbacks this evening
making it all so hard



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Old 17-08-2011, 08:46 PM   #120
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I know from my experience how draining flashbacks can be, I'm glad though that meeting your friend went well, do you do that often? If not might it be something you'd want to do more often.





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