The Borderline Personality Disorder Thread

[ferretmonster]

ahh im secretly in love with hugh laurie,

in fact, tell no one but i once had a norty dream about House and woke up most disturbed, i mean its hugh laurie!!

i like holby and casulty :)

[Hollz]

I have the following programmes on auto record on my sky + -

Eastenders, Coronation Street, Holby City, Casualty, Doctors, Neighbours, River City, Over the rainbow, desperate housewives + harry hill

You see, I am very very sad...

[ferretmonster]

lol naaa i watch some of them, i have a very sad addiction to road wars and similar programmes

house omg its amazing and greys anatomy and one tree hill and cougar town omg soo much american tv is soooo good.

[ferretmonster]

oh my favourite time of day,

night meds

lol tv thread :D

[Hollz]

Oh my fukkin god. I was sitting on the couch, not moving there is no windows open or noting, and al of a sudden a photo frame on my window slammed on to the floor and broke, me and 2 of my nephews, so so weird and it scared the absolute **** outta me.......

[[BrokenHeels]]

Hollz, that would have scared me too!

And you aren't sad with those programmes.
I have
- GMTV with Lorraine, This Morning & Loose Women - now that's pretty sad!
Then I've got Hollyoaks, Emmerdale, Corrie, Eastenders, Doctors, Holby, Casualty, The Bill, Over The Rainbow, BGT and Celebrity Juice. Hallelujah for TV plus!

[x-dying-inside-x]

evening everyone.
how are you all?
I was meant to do my history coursework and ive not done it, i just cant get motivated.
xxx

[ferretmonster]

lol loose women do my nut but umm i do watch hollyoaks lol and sadly have done since the start of it

just had my bath, must remember to reorder my meds tomorrow, please remind me! last week i nearly didnt get them!

hi daniella how u doing hun?

hollz, that would have made me scream lol

[x-dying-inside-x]

im not too bad been feeling really low seens yesterday but im sure i'll get there.
how are you?

[ferretmonster]

im ok, been bad with binging lately so trying really hard today, just watching tv online, and faffing really,

[Hollz]

Quote:

Originally Posted by [BrokenHeels]

Hollz, that would have scared me too!

And you aren't sad with those programmes.
I have
- GMTV with Lorraine, This Morning & Loose Women - now that's pretty sad!
Then I've got Hollyoaks, Emmerdale, Corrie, Eastenders, Doctors, Holby, Casualty, The Bill, Over The Rainbow, BGT and Celebrity Juice. Hallelujah for TV plus!

I used to have the bill but haven't really watched it since they scrapped it in scotland and it changed to its new format :S

re the photo frame - i am dead paranoid about these thin

[ferretmonster]

no, no no no no no no

no to food

[Cryptic.]

Does anyone here feel apathetic & empty at times, but this could continue for days at a time?

[discovery_journey]

apathetic...empty..... yep, both and it can last ages

woke up at 3am after freaky dream involving drawing a picture of Minnie Mouse (not sure what that was all about?)
so only had about 2 hours sleep.

Watched When A Man Loves A Woman on sky (film with Meg Ryan, Andy Garcia. Meg's character is an alchoholic. It's about her recovery).

Don't know why but I cut. Is ok. have dressing on my arm.

feel so lonely. i hate it when i have nights like this. no one is online, no one is answeringn posts.

sorry, just feeling sorry for myself.

[Cryptic.]

Least I',m not alone then.

I have been feeling apathetic & empty for a few days now and it doesn't seem to be budging.

Suicidal feelings are creeping back and I have a pack of my narcotics in my room, but I am resisting for my girlfriend.

urgh.

think might go try sleep in a bit.

[discovery_journey]

no, you're not alone lol

am feeling pretty much same way right now
been fighting thoughts of going for a walk, which is dangerous cos I know where I'd end up
i have a stash.. problem is i hid it a while ago when my parents visited me and i didn't want them to find it. i now can not find the stash. my memory is so bad i don't know where i hid it.

humph. prolly a good thing.

can't go to sleep,
supposed to be helping my bro at work today.

[ferretmonster]

morning my lovelies,

xxx another day another battle with the kitchen

[hellz]

morning claire how r you? dreading it my mums back today and of course shes been told about all my wee trips to hospital wonder whats shes gonna say. hope u have a good day x

[ferretmonster]

hope it goes ok hun x try not to worry too much xxx

what are you up to today?

i am gonig to try to clean the rats out and i really need to take te dog out