In forgiving others, we are not exonerating them. They may not deserve exoneration. Rather, in forgiving others we are giving up our anger over the fact that what happened is not what "should" have happened or that our life is not the way it "should" have been.
*glares at Emma then laughs and hugs her*
Je ne sais pas*shrug* I'm just rather indescribable... Flat and so out of sorts... Maybe kind of lost, I don't know, it's really hard to explain... Last session was yesterday so that's probably got something p do with it though...
*settles back on to Jeff*
I'm sorry you're a little shaky but I'm sure you've got pleanty of support there and you sure have it here, just remember that.
*throws phone across the room* ugh! Been on hold for I don't know how long now... Just want to change my address so my meds make it to where they're supposed to(my mail box... Wouldn't be good to be without, unfortunatly)...
I'm selfish, impatient, and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I'm out of control, and at times hard to handle, but if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.
~ Marilyn Monroe
I want to thank my husband Philip for backing me up when I pushed Mors Certa. Philip was already doing research for me so I could keep pushing and maybe do some shock treatment.
THANK YOU PHILIP
My husband is my best friend.
In forgiving others, we are not exonerating them. They may not deserve exoneration. Rather, in forgiving others we are giving up our anger over the fact that what happened is not what "should" have happened or that our life is not the way it "should" have been.
I feel seriously seriously ****. I would like to cut myself to pices. It won't solve anything and most likely make me feel ten times worse. I hate him for this. I HATE HIM!!! He's not even worth it.
I want to cry and as per ****ing usual I CANT!!!!
Plus its results day tomorrow and I'm getting ****ing anxious even though I can't do a sodding thing about them now. I screwed this year up, mainly because of my 'dad' and due to attempting sucidce 4 times, and everything else I did to self destruct. I ****ed my exam because of a certain bitch and stressing about reporting it.
Still. On. Hold.
Ice finished cleaning the kitchen, taken the trash out, washed the floors, picked up a lot of what's in the living room... I need to finish that and vacuume and dust but as I am not feeling like cleaning (rather just do nothing and feel ****) but am doing it so when my caseworker shows up tomorrow it doesn't look like I've felt **** for weeks and not done anything... I'm sitting for a bit before I finish *shrug*
I'm selfish, impatient, and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I'm out of control, and at times hard to handle, but if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.
~ Marilyn Monroe
oh... it's ok... I am actually kinda glad you left, cuz if you hadn't have left to get help - I think you probably would have left.... permanently (if you know what I mean) :-/
We're all in the same game;
Just different levels.
Dealing with the same hell;
Just different demons.
*pulls away*
I don't wanna "pull you down" with and I have a tendancy to do that to people that are around me when I am depressed.
*runs and huddles in a corner and rocks self while sobbing*
We're all in the same game;
Just different levels.
Dealing with the same hell;
Just different demons.
*hugs*
