The Borderline Personality Disorder Thread - Page 574

Hollz · 24-04-2010, 10:46 PM

no not really soz

i've been sitting out the window, comming back in and out again - im so weak, i just should fall fall fall

[BrokenHeels] · 24-04-2010, 10:52 PM

It's okay.
You aren't weak hon, and I really hope you don't fall. Has anything triggered this?x

discovery_journey · 24-04-2010, 10:55 PM

struggling
should probably phone CT but can't bring self to ask for help

Hollz · 24-04-2010, 10:57 PM

sorry im not worth it, just dont listen to me, ignore me, i aint worth it, i aint worth a damn okay, im finished finished finished okay - so forget about me

hope you all take care x

discovery_journey · 24-04-2010, 11:32 PM

I'm not ill. I'm not.

Bleeding Angel · 24-04-2010, 11:42 PM

Everyone is ill to some degree - thats not meant to sound bad, but everyone is there, so you are no different from everyone else, cept it maybe shows abit more.

hellz · 24-04-2010, 11:50 PM

hey guys, sorry i've been on a bit of a bender the last well week to be honest so probably havent been as supportive as i should be. im thinking of u all tho take care everyone.

found out today that someone who was meant to be a pal said that insted of bein taken to hospital the other night i should have been given a knife and told to do it properly sums it up doesnt it?

Bleeding Angel · 24-04-2010, 11:54 PM

I think thats really insensative, but you should ignore it, some people are just ignorent like that.

hellz · 24-04-2010, 11:55 PM

maybe they r right. how r u mari?

ferretmonster · 25-04-2010, 10:06 AM

morning guys, hope u managed to stay safe last night, i went to bed early

x

~Grace~ · 25-04-2010, 10:55 AM

Wishing you a very Happy Birthday Sam!!
Have a fab day hun xx

ferretmonster · 25-04-2010, 10:58 AM

oh yeah! happy birthday youngatheart!

hellz · 25-04-2010, 11:44 AM

happy birthday sam.

How is everyone today?

discovery_journey · 25-04-2010, 11:49 AM

happy birthday sam.

hey hellz, how's it going?

i'm not doing so good. just lay on sofa in pjs under blanket watching crap telly.

hellz · 25-04-2010, 12:37 PM

sorry to hear that hun, i hope u start to feel a bit better soon.

im ok just had a few wee smokes and im meeting my dad in a bit so i'll get stocked up on ciggies and petrol.

ferretmonster · 25-04-2010, 02:03 PM

*squishy hugs* agedharmer

i am umm struggling with not binging today and feeling a bit blah, my brother just called and asked if he could have our tabletop freezer, i said yeah no problem u can borrow it until we need it again (coz living back at home), he replied well yeah if u ever need it again, just made me think, i dunno...

my throats sore and i saw blood when purging last night never had that before,

anyway going to watch a dvd with boyf in a bit

hugs and love to all x

25-04-2010, 03:09 PM

oh god got my exam timetable got 3 in exams 24th 25th 26th may then they are done but omg i have no time between them.

~Grace~ · 25-04-2010, 03:21 PM

That sounds tough Cheryl, but I guess it gets them out the way.
What are you taking them in? xx

~Grace~ · 25-04-2010, 03:24 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by ferretmonster

*squishy hugs* agedharmer

i am umm struggling with not binging today and feeling a bit blah,

my throats sore and i saw blood when purging last night never had that before,

sorry your stuggling Claire...I hope you get help with your ed, it must have been scarey to see blood hun ((hugs)) xx

25-04-2010, 03:27 PM

anatomy physiology which is a killer
psychology which will b hard but i shud do ok.
and physical education which im not bothered about cus last time i got a b and its multiple choice and i only have to redo it cus im resitting the whol module