Drew and Shadowedsoul... Keep talking to us. Try to call someone if things are really bad. Are you in danger? Need to go to hospital? Please stay safe whatever it takes. We don't want anything to happen to you. Hugs.
Libz... I'm soo sorry you've had a crap day and being used and getting beaten surely sucks. You shouldn't be living in such a situation. Was it your dad? I'm sorry hon. I wish I knew how to help. Can you tell someone? Get some help? I know you feel trapped. Hugs.
Didnt have crap day till late evening. Wasnt by my dad. Some other guy... Tell someone... Been there and done that before with somebody else, not gonna happen. 'Learned' to keep my mouth shut. You said I shouldnt be living in such a situation, yeah I know. But the main thing besides me not physicallly being able to say anything is the fact I dont want to start everything ove! If I told them about my dad, I would be taken away and I would have to move schools to. If I said anything about anyone else who hurts me, Im scared anyways, but.... in a way this may seem irrational, I dont want them to get introuble.. My dad isnt always bad or anyone else. *HUGS*
May be the start of your day, but how are you so far today?
*HUGS* for you to shadowedsoul and everybody else. Hang in there? Tell someone or talk to somebody please!
These kicks take me far away my dear; Far away from myself Far away from my troubles
Far away from heaven
I've let my eating problems ruin the life I dragged back from anxiety, depression and bpd, I'm going to screw up the future I hoped for, I feel like I should die now and save myself the disappointment, I feel like if I do it now I'll suceed, I know where I went wrong last time. But there's this little bit, this last cry for help before I set the ball rolling, because I still love my girlfriend so much, I want to try not to for her.
Xander. Sounds like you have a realllly good reason to hang on.... Please give it another chance. I think you deserve another chance at life. I really don't want you to carry through with your plan. So, since you want to try life for her sake (and yours I hope) what's the next step, the next plan of action? Talk to someone? Your doctor? Go to the hospital? Call a crisis line? Get rid of pills? Knives? What? We're here for you.
I can't get rid off my "tool" cause it's not with me, it's just, there. I can't explain better than that because I was informed last time I used the method that I'm the only person in the UK known to have survived. I want to talk to my parents, since they're around me now, but I don't want to worry them. I don't want them to smother me.
Xander I say go for it and talk to them. You can always tell them to back off... Kindly. It's worth the gamble. It's a smaller gamble than the one with your life. I hope you'll try. It sounds like you need the support. I've been there. It's a serious place to be.
Dawnie... Time to go to the hospital... Hm?
Debbs wanna share?
As for me I'm super stressed and still don't know what to do. I feel like saying screw it. I can't do this. I feel like a huge disappointment. Too much F'n pressure.
*hugs for everyone*
what happened... for the gist of it, one of my dads friends dad died and my closest friends cancer has came back and think she may have brain tumor, again. Her bf has cancerous tumor in his knee still... really just am sick of everything though. and people keep saying to give it time. I knw they are just trying to be helpfull, but time ISNT working!!!! Only making things worse by allowing everything to fall at their own pace.
someone talking about tool up there... i really need to throw this 'thing' away! But I cant for some reason. Found it two days ago (in the basement) and it is extremely sharp. Extremely as in very lightly move it atop the skin and it will cut it. Was holding onto it all last night. Even around my dad. Quite frankily he didnt say anything. Knew he was wondering what it was.
These kicks take me far away my dear; Far away from myself Far away from my troubles
Far away from heaven
