Location: In a glass vial in the pocket of a beautiful mind.
I am currently:
I don't know what to think about you being dead.
rhap·so·dy - an ecstatic expression of feeling or enthusiasm. ♫
"Sacrifice is the most you can love someone." ♥
“Love was at best an excuse for stupidity, at worst a destructive, dangerous emotion that drove men to acts of annihilation which defied logic. It was a twisted, insidious sentiment used to justify everything from spoiling a child to destroying entire civilizations.”
My friend is pregnant ! Been thinking of you guys today. Heart-wrenching. I'm going to be with her for the next 6 months as well, lol I will see the 7month & 2 week bump, but wont see the baby Its a bit crazy. WE just spoke for about an hour about it all today. Offt!
If Tears Could Build A Stairway
I Would Walk Right Up To Heaven
&; Bring You Home x
February 16th 2012.
no one understands. they think i should be over you. why don't they see how much i need you? no one else will do mummy. i love you. tell me you love me, too? i'm really scared. xo
"Trust your ♥ if the seas catch fire, live by love though the stars walk b a c k w a r d s"
My dear little babies, Your sisters are growing up-having birthdays and starting to walk, Your cousins are being born and, I, Your mommy miss you ever so much more! I only got to hold your briefly before you were taken from me. I am so sorry I didn't do more to save you! please forgive me angels. Mikayla, Matthew and Mikah, Mommy loves you!
<3~Solo is my sissy~ <3
Don't look behind you, you aren't traveling that direction.
Mark,
There isn't a day that goes by that i don't think about you and start crying. Sometimes there are days that i don't even want to move, but just stay in bed and sob. Why did you leave me? I need you so much. I'm sorry I failed to see how much pain you were in before it was to late. I hope you are at peace and not hurting anymore. You mean a lot to me. Just know that I won't let the memory of you die. That always lives in my heart and the little things I do to remember you. <3 You were an amazing person and it pains me to have seen it end the way it did. I love you so very much. So so so much :'(
S,
what's up bro'?
I spent time at your grave this month....and asked you what I should do...
you sent me a sign so I went to treatment the day after the anniversary of your death.
I miss you so much
I love you, I hope you know this.
I just want you back for one day
I want to trade places with you
it should have been me
not you, me
I have nothing here for me to live through but pain and I can't anymore
I'm breaking brother
I cry for you every day did you know?
I miss your spine breaking hugs
I miss rapping ICP with you
I miss everything
why'd you have to go?
I could have helped you.
mom's coming up today
I don't know how I feel about it
I wish you were here to make it better
I really do.
there's only so much I can put on her and I feel guilty
I need you bro' I do.
I can't do this.
send me a sign?
please?
I'm trying to be strong but I'm slipping....
I want to be with you.
I want to be where you are. it'd be better then here
all I go through is pain....
at least where you're at you're happy.
how is the afterlife by the way?
I miss you big bro'
love xx
~Little K.
“Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍
Pops, I miss you so much. I have your hat in my cupboard, the one i wore in that picture when i was like 5, I wish i could take it everywhere but i look like an idiot in it now and im terrified I'll loose it.
I sooo hope you knew i was there, I was holding your hand the entire time, even after, it was so hard to let you go. I think of you every time I draw pictures. I wish I could remember more of the times we spent together, they are gradually coming back, im just so scared I will forget. For months all I could think about was listening to you breathe when I was holding your hand, just waiting... I can't believe its been so long.
Its so weird for me, being an atheist (just like you ;p) but I still feel you around sometimes. I remember when I told you I loved you, you tried SO hard to say it back - don't worry, i knew :)
Our family is so emotionally shut off, is it weird that you are the one I have always felt most connected to?
I love you, I just wish I was able to say it more when you were still here
I'm not going to bum myself out writing this, I just wanted to let you know that I'm thinking of you. I'll be 24 tomorrow. I'll have a drink for you.
Love you Nana
Life can be beautiful if you let it.
Step back, breathe and take it in
may just keeps getting closer and closer.. I officially hate that month. I miss you so so much and i hate the yearly reminder that you died such an awful death.
I hate the man that killed you! You were only 17! He should have been more careful and you would still be here. I'm glad he is rotting in jail. That's where he belongs. Are you okay where u are? I make myself believe that you are somewhere...because the thought of you being nowhere, or just...gone.. kills me..
Your grandmother isn't the same without you.. no one is really. You were an amazing girl <3 If you didn't know, our school had to bring in crisis counselors because so many kids were breaking down when they found out you were gone.. You were/are so loved. Even my mom cried and we both know she's usually an emotionless freak :P
I hope you get your letter tomorrow.
I've addressed it to; The brightest star, the fluffiest cloud, The Sky.
It explains everything.
Now I'll play your ghost as my ace, whenever I'm led astray.
But I am actually good, can't help it if we're tilted.
I'm in my right place, don't be a downer.
Miss you soo much Lucy.
O can't believe in just over a month you have been gone for 8yrs.
Time seems the get faster as the years are going passed.
All i want is to have you and Chris back, my world would be complete if i had you two here.
Love you and miss you soo Lucy.
xxxxxxxxxxx
" my precious, precious child, I love you and I would never, never leave you during your times of trials and suffering. When you see only one set of footprints it was then that I carried you" you were carried out of are lifes into the next and when its my time to leave this life I know i will be carried into the next life with you.
I wish i had my world complete again.
'Can we protend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars, i could really use a wish right now' BoB
Mark,
Just started thinking about you.
Miss you so so much.
Never thought i would have to think about life without you.
I wish I could have taken your pain away before it came to suicide.. but i failed to do that and now you're gone.
I love you so much. <3
~Sam
Kyle...
Today someone asked me if I had a brother..
I feel silly missing you kind of.. I mean... I don't even know if I knew you were there.. But sometimes.. there are parts of me that wonder how different it would have been to not have been so alone.. Em is so much younger.. We couldn't talk about stuff. Still can't really. She's too young to share my problems..
But if you were here.. maybe you are.. sending hugs.. and I wish i could really talk to you.. really know you even.. I don't know.. But I miss you.
Please don't go, just stay
I watched with tears in my eyes as you walked away
Miss your voice, and your touch
And if I told you I loved you could that be enough?
And tonight I'll stay home and miss you more than you'll ever know
And tonight I'll stay home and miss you more than you'll ever know And tonight I'll stay home and miss you more than you'll ever know
"Trust your ♥ if the seas catch fire, live by love though the stars walk b a c k w a r d s"
you're seriously not even coming back?
do you even remember me?
even miss me back, one tiny little bit?
i'm not even half a person without you.
barely even human.
just kinda, breathing, vaguely.
i want to wake up, and hear you whisper, "surprise".
but don't tell me, that's not going to happen, right?
you told me you loved me.
i'm telling you, i love you too.
always&forever. xxxxxx
"Trust your ♥ if the seas catch fire, live by love though the stars walk b a c k w a r d s"
! Been thinking of you guys today. Heart-wrenching. I'm going to be with her for the next 6 months as well, lol I will see the 7month & 2 week bump, but wont see the baby 
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