*throws a pillow at Zed* there, a pillow to go with your blanket* Of course you belong here silly, though I for one am not of much use at the moment there are other very lovely people to offer support... And I'm always available to throw a pillow at you
Emma, sweetie, please don't cut hunni, especially not stitches worthy*snuggles* I love you sweetie and want you to stay safe (this is the pot, calling the kettle black).
If truth be told I want to cut too... Stitches worthy, though seeing as I can't afford to get stitches I've become very good at getting even my longest and deepest ones closed. But I'm trying to resist it... He hasn't asked about my cutting in a while but after last weeks session I would certainly ask me if I were him (quite the trigger that session and the fretting that followed).
*shuts up and returns to her corner for a nap... Or a round of head-meets-wall*
I'm selfish, impatient, and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I'm out of control, and at times hard to handle, but if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.
~ Marilyn Monroe
Jeff, I get it, I do, but you don't deserve it all, not really, you just feel like you do.
And FYI stitches, not to keep it from scaring because it doesn't really do that... But to close it when all the tape in the world won't do it... *cuddles you*
I'm selfish, impatient, and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I'm out of control, and at times hard to handle, but if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.
~ Marilyn Monroe
Ooo *'borrows' some of Zeds vodka* my alcohol of choice.
And that's ok hun, we'll support you anyway cause you really do deserve it. Oh, and don't try not to cry or you'll end up like me, virtually incapabil of crying
I'm selfish, impatient, and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I'm out of control, and at times hard to handle, but if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.
~ Marilyn Monroe
We don't have to sacrifice blood to keep our demons away, sure feels like it some times.
I tried it back in January, thought if i dug my character defect in deep enough, it might help.
It didn't.
There are times i want to get a big red marker and write "insecure" across my forehead. So everyone else could read it.
My husband is my best friend.
In forgiving others, we are not exonerating them. They may not deserve exoneration. Rather, in forgiving others we are giving up our anger over the fact that what happened is not what "should" have happened or that our life is not the way it "should" have been.
I am now going to be a hipocrit (wtf thats wrong spelling), I dont cut anymore since i found my new way but i just give myself the pain i deserve.
(not wrighting down what i do in fear of shareing)
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Memento Mori
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Live your dream? Or Dream your life?
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I can't hug people in real life and online it makes me feel like a lier.
