*buries self under blankies*
is this week over yet =[
“The good things don’t always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.”
“Nobody important? Blimey, that’s amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before.”
“If it’s time to go, remember what you’re leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.”
hmm... lemme copy blog ><
cuz am lazy and dont feel like writing all over [sorry kat for having to read this twice ><]
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fml. break is getting off to SUCH a good start... not ><
i was planning on going to the group i went to over the summer cuz i knew i should... cuz this week is fail to begin with.. but dad was supposed to pick bro up and couldnt drive me... so i asked mum and she was in yet another bad mood so she kept making excuses to not drive then i ended up getting all stressed and emotional and crying... and then she was like 'fine tell me why you want to go' and i kinda tried to say and then she was liek 'fine we wont go to thanksgiving etc.. [yeah right- needa play happy families so no way would that happen] and since i was crying she kept telling me to act my age and threatening to cancel my birhtday party cuz i wasnt acting my age cuz was crying... uhm sorry for having emotions and actually showing them? then eventually my dad got back [after my bro getting a ride home from someone else] and drove me.. only to find out the group ended early this week so everyone was leaving as i got there... and this is why i would so rather be bad than show emotions... just got told off and told to grow up =\ *curls up and sighs* and theres a cvs within walking distance and no ones gonna be home tomorrow... =\
and im hungry and dont wanna be. and theres nothing safe in this bloody house. and mum almost found out i've not been good... cuz she walked in to the bathroom as i was about to get out of the shower... thank god i stalled =s. ugh. and im gonna be 21 essentially tomorow =\ scary. im really really worried about walking myself into another addiction.... cuz would be so easy =s but i hate that i even have to think about that... meh. wish i had someone to hold me and make everything not so stressy and calm me down =[ im terrified about how much food im gonna have thursday =s badbadbad. wish had someone there who gets it and could hold my hand through it =s. ugh.
cant do this =\ tired of everything =[
*sigh*
“The good things don’t always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.”
“Nobody important? Blimey, that’s amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before.”
“If it’s time to go, remember what you’re leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.”
“The good things don’t always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.”
“Nobody important? Blimey, that’s amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before.”
“If it’s time to go, remember what you’re leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.”
*cuddles Heather tons* that was really unfair of your mum you don't deserve that. I can understand being scared of your b'day, I'm terrible with them and turning 21 was really hard, but you are such a strong and amazing person Heather, you can get through everything that you're dealing with, I know you can. *holds gently and holds hand* I'll be thinking of you lovely, wish I could give you a real hug *cuddles*
“The good things don’t always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.”
“Nobody important? Blimey, that’s amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before.”
“If it’s time to go, remember what you’re leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.”
just... cuz wish was real =[
and meh.
*leans closer and cuddles with teddy*
“The good things don’t always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.”
“Nobody important? Blimey, that’s amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before.”
“If it’s time to go, remember what you’re leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.”
“The good things don’t always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.”
“Nobody important? Blimey, that’s amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before.”
“If it’s time to go, remember what you’re leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.”
