I have.....
She said I was ok...
A year of counselling...
I can deal with the negativity and all that other ****...
Theres no explanation for this...
Other than I;m a horrible person
alex, when your'e depressed and everything else gets... on top of you and you just can't deal, there is an anger that manifests. It doesn't have to have a sourse, it doesn't have to have a target, it's part of your emotions, manifesting to say ARGH! *cuddles* you are NOTY a horrible persdon
"Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind."
welcome to my world
Of course you can, you've helped me so many times
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Reason: Typo
I am not perfect and I don't claim to be. And if that's what you wanted, well I am so sorry... So mighty, so hegemonic, so hating, so desecrating, so there, so nowhere, so hurting, we fall between indifference, rejection...
~*forever_lost*~; my RYL cousin. Hells; my RYL niece. Katch; my RYL big sister. Voice Of Reason; my everything.
heh
there's a thread on here somewhere, write something good about yourself sorta thing. i even read it to try help me think of something. i couldn't think of a damn thing. because i'm just not good.
yeah, sorry, selfish moment there. *hugs* for all cos i'm being useless on the words front again
heh
there's a thread on here somewhere, write something good about yourself sorta thing. i even read it to try help me think of something. i couldn't think of a damn thing. because i'm just not good.
yeah, sorry, selfish moment there. *hugs* for all cos i'm being useless on the words front again
I get this :/
"theres loads of good things about you Alexx!"
"...No."
You arent being selfish hun. *cuddles*
*sigh* I bought a locket the other day...last time I had a locket...it had a pic of my best mate in one side...and my bf in the other....
Now I cant help but think I'm gonna have one empty side....for a long time :/
OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG
my mind is racing now
make it stop... make it stop...make it stop
hubby usually comes home for lunch around 6:00 (it's almost 7:00) so I texted him and was like "you not coming home?"
He texts back and says, "sorry, busy day and plus I ain't coming back after lunch."
I asked him, "What... coming home for lunch but not going back to work after lunch?" He said, "Yup" I asked, "Why... are you ok?" He goes, "I'll tell ya later..."
Oh for the love all things holy please don't let him be fired!!!!!!!
*is terrified... mind is racing... heart is pounding... palms are sweating*
We're all in the same game;
Just different levels.
Dealing with the same hell;
Just different demons.
