*checks herself back in*
Had therapy today...2nd appt with this person. Lots of questions...talked about "bad" things, sex and girl stuff. I was okay when we had the conversation but now I'm not. Not supposed to talk about that stuff, its dirty. I'm dirty for talking about it, bad, deserve to be punished for talking about bad things.
*finds a pillow, pulls it over head*
In forgiving others, we are not exonerating them. They may not deserve exoneration. Rather, in forgiving others we are giving up our anger over the fact that what happened is not what "should" have happened or that our life is not the way it "should" have been.
In forgiving others, we are not exonerating them. They may not deserve exoneration. Rather, in forgiving others we are giving up our anger over the fact that what happened is not what "should" have happened or that our life is not the way it "should" have been.
curls up around her stuffed pig Fred-fred and looks sadly out into the ward
My husband is my best friend.
In forgiving others, we are not exonerating them. They may not deserve exoneration. Rather, in forgiving others we are giving up our anger over the fact that what happened is not what "should" have happened or that our life is not the way it "should" have been.
*sits in her corner, knees to chest, arms wrapped around knees, head on knees and stares vacantly at the wall*
Guys, we all seem to be doing so awful and it worries me... And makes me sad... Especially since I see all of you saying how useless or bad or whatever you are, when I can see how lovely and kind, and caring you are... Love you guys.
I'm selfish, impatient, and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I'm out of control, and at times hard to handle, but if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.
~ Marilyn Monroe
Jess I see you... And dear heart, I love you and truely believe that you are valuable and helpful and kind...
And I'm going to stop posting because I am SO out of it for whatever reason I don't know...
Damn
I'm selfish, impatient, and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I'm out of control, and at times hard to handle, but if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.
~ Marilyn Monroe
