Is it an eating disorder if food is a comfort thing??
"People have abused you lots in the past? Why do you then abuse yourself more?" - Quote
Sometimes I feel like I'm alone, Sometimes I feel like I'm not that strong, Sometimes I feel nothing at all, Sometimes I feel vulnerable, Sometimes I feel a little fragile
If someone says they like me i get paranoid that either they are lying or that i have manipulated them to believe i'm a nice person. And i never once consiously tried to manupilate anyone but i must have done for them to like me.....
My head hurts so much
I had to do it
I needed him to shut up for a minute
but now I have so many more bruises to hide
I am such an idiot
I think I broke something again..
woops?
No too much to think about
How am I supposed to go shopping
I dont think I will even be able to go college
And my grandma is refusing to come
I cant do this
You're entirely bonkers. But I'll tell you a secret. All the best people are.
The problem is, I cut, and I have to cut otherwise it will swallow me. But everytime I cut, it's your face that appears in my head and I feel really guilty.,....I don't know what to say...I...I....Please dnt leave me.
i'm so scared for you t h at i feel sick and its getting hardr to eat. i'm fighting for you so much but its so hard to eat when i'm so scared. i'm losing sleep and i'm scared i'm goig ot start losing weight..
At the beginning of this year i took an overdose, enough to kill me.....i was bed bound after it but everyone just put it down to an illness i already had and i was lying there i knew what i'd done and i never said a thing....i hoped i'd just die.....but i didn't....and sometimes i wonder how and why i'm still alive. No one knows....No one but her....
