*BIG HUGS*
Today is only Thursday and I have a conference meet tomorrow and Sunday I think I may be going to my aunts house as usual on Mothers Day. That is all I know that is planned. What I have been up too lately? Not much of anything besides stress and whatnot. Good distractions... besides Friday, not really. My dad is going to be gone all day Saturday for some class or something. Dont really understand what he was saying except he will be gone. And work on my movie project for school.
*receives those big hugs* (thank you)
You doing anything, more specifically talking about Mothers Day?
These kicks take me far away my dear; Far away from myself Far away from my troubles
Far away from heaven
Whats a conference meet? I hope your weekend goes okay. Is it good with your dad away or bad to be alone?
I'm going to my mum's for mothers day. It should be nice. Then school starts back next week (Eek panic). Gotta remember to breathe when I think about school.
Hugs to you Libz
I will pm you about the conference meet thing. Umm... depends what mood I am in. Im doing ok right now. Im sure I will be fine though. Tried to sh yesterday morning before school but that failed! Epicly!
Breath Mum24 :P. It will be fine, talking about school. You in college? Think you are. Have fun at your mom's house :)
These kicks take me far away my dear; Far away from myself Far away from my troubles
Far away from heaven
i dont plan on commiting suciade im just feeling sucidal , i just cant take no more , am fed up sick of my life i just want to be normal and be loved but i feel no one wants me , i have lost everything i had . i just think whats the point anymore
Thats good though Dawnie that you dont plan on committing suicide. Try and keep it that way :) Everybody gets fed up, but just try and step back and relax. Take a breather, it will help! I want you, so does everybody on here :) I feel the exact same way when I feel suicidal so I get what you are saying. Just hang in there and try to distract your self, ok? You can do this and there are better times ahead, constantly try to assure yourself things will be ok, it makes things easier when you get to low points. Try and stay safe <3
These kicks take me far away my dear; Far away from myself Far away from my troubles
Far away from heaven
I've been like it for over a month i just dont get why my gp cut my medication down from 40mg to 20mg . the my outreach worker said that she dont thinkk i need the medication and i aint depressed and im just genually unhappy .
im hanging on the end a string. dont know how much longer i can take.
sometimes i just think what why am i hanging on for ? how much more can i take ?
One can only take so much but killing yourself is NOT the way out. It doesnt do anything but messes lots of things and parts of peoples lives. Basically creates a bigger mess. Im not trying to make you feel guilty or anything by saying that. Want to know what you are hanging on for? Hanging on for those better days that WILL come. Hang in there and just push a little further and longer and you will get there. Promise.
Umm... see a psychiatrist or therapist or something like that? Maybe talk to them
These kicks take me far away my dear; Far away from myself Far away from my troubles
Far away from heaven
Hey, better than nothing is how I see it. Glad you are feeling a wee bit better :) Good to cry also. Thats great that you are going to talk to your doctor. Just remember to try and not hold anything back, especially anything major, wont help as much.
These kicks take me far away my dear; Far away from myself Far away from my troubles
Far away from heaven
Just because I'm smiling it doesn't mean I'm Happy
Join Date: Sep 2010
Location: I'm not actually sure about that.
I am currently:
I just want to go... to leave, to die. My friend told me about someone they knew hanging himself... I mean, its all ideas popping up in my head, but then i think of the effect on the family... It's killing me. I cant go on like this...
I'm freaking tired. Been going going going and school doesn't officially start till wednesday. I'm coming off of Meds and I'm kind of hyper. I'm not sure if I'm as okay as I'm hoping I am.
Doing okay to good atm. This weekend I wasnt on much but had pretty good weekend. I will pm you about that conference thing. Forgot, sorry. Yesterday kind of brought me down. Hoping today goes well.
Your tired yet hyper :) Did they just stop you completely or have they been doing gradual decrease? Remember to breathe (comment you made about forgetting to breathe when you say school).
These kicks take me far away my dear; Far away from myself Far away from my troubles
Far away from heaven
Just because I'm smiling it doesn't mean I'm Happy
Join Date: Sep 2010
Location: I'm not actually sure about that.
I am currently:
I dont know if i'm ok. My mind is all twisted up, i cant think. I cant feel. I cant get the idea of death being bad into my head. Everyone knows it is, except me... It's just hard.
