oh non-believer, please believe me.
is there honestly nothing in this world
that keeps you living & breathing?
you're a ghost in your own
goddamn city.
Every great dream begins with a dreamer. Always remember, you have within you the strength, the patience, and the passion to reach for the stars to change the world.
Harriet Tubman
I don't like you anymore. You have turned into something different, something that really scares me. After all I have done for you, could you please do something for me as well? Because I want you to leave. I don't want you to be there to cheer me up when I'm sad. I don't want you to help me solve my problems. I have to deal with this without you. I have no reason to like you anymore. Please leave.
RIP Andie. People die, friendship will never die.
Close the world, txEn eht nepO.
Soft kitty, warm kitty, little ball of fur. Happy kitty, sleepy kitty, purr purr purr. :'3
I can't believe I can still think about letting you back into my life. You're out. Stay out. I don't know what you're doing to make me collect sharps like this when I haven't cut in over 100 days, but stop it. The collecting is nothing but triggering and depressing. I don't understand how it makes me feel stronger to know that you can hold my hand if I feel too Bad - it's lies. I know, logically, that I don't want you back ever again.
So please, I ask you kindly, go away and take these thoughts of finding and saving good sharps away with you too. I don't want you any more, and I can be strong and use other coping methods and never need you again. You never help me - you hide my problems and give me more and scare me from the conversations that I need to have. I don't want you in my life any more, self harm. Please, take these last bits of you and go.
Silence can be golden but gold can sometimes suffocate
Like that girl in that James Bond film, too late to respirate
Tragedy can be plain to see with lights and sirens
But sometimes it ain't quite so clear, Domestic Silence
~Scroobius Pip
I can’t believe I gave in to you. Why couldn’t you just leave me alone? Just leave me alone already. But no. You had to come back into my life and wouldn’t leave me alone until I was too weak to say no.
I want you again though. I want you back. But I’m trying so hard to not need you. I need to be strong. I can’t depend on you to get me through life. I need to be strong. So, could you please just go far far away and leave me alone? Just go. Don’t come back. I’m going to get through this. I don’t need you to help anymore. Bye.
"When you feel like giving up, remember why you held on for so long in the first place." - Unknown -
"Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same" - The Fray (All At Once) -
Im sick of you... and I love you..you've ruined my life for the past 5 years and you were also the only one that understood me through... The blood isnt gone and the scars aren't too bad.. And I still feel like I need you... If we are seperated, please let me be the one to do it.. And don't let me go till Im ready.. *hides in a corner and cuddles with SH*
Be my friend, hold me. Wrap me up, unfold me. I am small and needy. Warm me up... and breathe me. -Sia
For all the scars I have I wish I could take that one back, I wish I hadn't decided to give in then, and there, I hate it, I don't want to get undressed because I have to see it.
You've got so much of my skin, isn't it enough? After 11 years isn't it enough?
I want to hate you, to say goodbye and never think of you again.
But I can't stop thinking about you and how you make me feel.
"It is the stretched soul that makes music, and souls are stretched by the pull of opposite – opposite bents, tastes, yearnings, loyalties. Where there is no polarity – where energies flow smoothly in one direction – there will be much doing, but no music."
Take Care, Stay Safe, Shout if you need anything
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