I just ate breakfast. That's a big deal to me, I usually only eat one meal a day.
Beth's not happy, she's calling me a fat **** and having a go at me. I feel so crappy at the moment.
not going to hosptial thank god. doc said he would never be angry or disappointed in me for not ebing well. so i cried and said don't u think it's for atention and he siad not at all! i feel so stupid. what have i done to make people believ in me? i'm not a nice person. i'm useless. and horrible.
"Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind."
Bro, It will get better. But you have to take a bit of action too. Yeah, I know the meds are expensive. They help. It just takes time.
Is there any way you can talk to your kids one by one and explain that clinical depression is a disease, an imbalance of the chemicals that help the nerves in the brain talk to each other?
*hugs everyone*
My husband is my best friend.
In forgiving others, we are not exonerating them. They may not deserve exoneration. Rather, in forgiving others we are giving up our anger over the fact that what happened is not what "should" have happened or that our life is not the way it "should" have been.
Consider yourself reminded, to take your meds and to call a counselor. Do you have the counselor's number with you? Their office is probably open now.
You are worth so much more than just forgetting.
*hugs jeff*
My husband is my best friend.
In forgiving others, we are not exonerating them. They may not deserve exoneration. Rather, in forgiving others we are giving up our anger over the fact that what happened is not what "should" have happened or that our life is not the way it "should" have been.
You are not a zero! You've given us so much in the time you've been here!
You are reliable.
You are compassionate. That is worth so much more than any normies have a clue about.
btw, nerds run the world. Unlike other people, they don't think about it or don't realize it.
You have value to me. Just for being here. Just for being vulnerable.
*hugs you*
My husband is my best friend.
In forgiving others, we are not exonerating them. They may not deserve exoneration. Rather, in forgiving others we are giving up our anger over the fact that what happened is not what "should" have happened or that our life is not the way it "should" have been.
In forgiving others, we are not exonerating them. They may not deserve exoneration. Rather, in forgiving others we are giving up our anger over the fact that what happened is not what "should" have happened or that our life is not the way it "should" have been.
Jeff, for the love of all that is good and holy in this world, you are not a zero! We as human beings are not good judges of ourselves, we've got to try and listen to others and believe it *snuggles* and I think you're great.
*returns to her corner and stresses*
As if my week hasn't been bad enough todays the meeting with my caseworker. Which just reminds me of another part of Mondays session when he asked if my caseworker knew about my 'situation, safety' and all that... And then expressed concern when I told him he did not... we've only got two more sessions left and he didn't seem all that happy when I told him I didn't even have medical so therapy was out. *sigh* evidentally I am totally ****ed up (he even told me a few weeks back that my moms concern about my living alone was a valid one that he shared ).
Sorry for the pity party...
I'm selfish, impatient, and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I'm out of control, and at times hard to handle, but if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.
~ Marilyn Monroe
*hugs everyone*
Seems to be the case for everyone here Diamond...
I'm selfish, impatient, and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I'm out of control, and at times hard to handle, but if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.
~ Marilyn Monroe
Sorry, yet again I have no words for people :'(
Got to go to a friend's funeral tomorrow. Strangely feeling fine about it, but... I don't know. Sorry...
~Friends are angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly~
. Which just reminds me of another part of Mondays session when he asked if my caseworker knew about my 'situation, safety' and all that... And then expressed concern when I told him he did not... we've only got two more sessions left and he didn't seem all that happy when I told him I didn't even have medical so therapy was out. *sigh* evidentally I am totally ****ed up (he even told me a few weeks back that my moms concern about my living alone was a valid one that he shared 
).
