The dog's name is "Sugar".
We got her from a kennel. They picked her up as a stray. ... she is like a pomeranian-spitz (mix) they think ... solid white... 9 and a half pounds... guessimated 1 and 1/2 to 2 years old.
We're all in the same game;
Just different levels.
Dealing with the same hell;
Just different demons.
I'm selfish, impatient, and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I'm out of control, and at times hard to handle, but if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.
~ Marilyn Monroe
no. does't work like that. at least u have somethign to help you stay with us. but just casue good thigns hapen deost mean eveythign is gong to be okay. it just desnt wk like that.
blah. sorry. crap advice. *crawls back into hole*
"Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind."
*nods in agreement with Jess and cuddles Amanda*
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*huddles in her corner, as close to the wall and as tight as she can get*
I don't want to feel it any more... I don't want to see it any more... Not unless I can actually do it...
I'm selfish, impatient, and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I'm out of control, and at times hard to handle, but if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.
~ Marilyn Monroe
*cuddles Jess*
That's ok hun, I have faith in you.
I'm selfish, impatient, and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I'm out of control, and at times hard to handle, but if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.
~ Marilyn Monroe
I ask that myself that question ALL the time...
that and why can I give other people GREAT advice and help them so much but I don't take my own advice and I can't help myself???
*sigh*
We're all in the same game;
Just different levels.
Dealing with the same hell;
Just different demons.
Amanda, as you play with your new puppy, she will make you feel better. Animals have amazing abilities. I have a story about Bozo Cat but won't tell it until invited to.
*eats a great big bowl full of fried rice*
What am I doing? I'm back to the Cinderella nonsense again. I don't want free time, I'd have to think and feel.
So one day I get free time and my emotions come up and surprise me.
And being screamed at by a 70+ year old woman during a 5.8 earthquake that was only 30 miles away didn't help. I couldn't concentrate on what was going on, to know if I needed to duck under the table or not, to concentrate and feel which direction the quake was coming from. Those magic words "will you shut up!" just didn't work.
Anyone need a blondiebear to cuddle?
My husband is my best friend.
In forgiving others, we are not exonerating them. They may not deserve exoneration. Rather, in forgiving others we are giving up our anger over the fact that what happened is not what "should" have happened or that our life is not the way it "should" have been.
Jess and Amanda, I sure wish I knew the answers to those questions because they've been driving me crazy forever, at least it seems that long.
*cuddles up to her lovely RYL mum for a hug*
Well, it's just after 18:00 and I'm in bed about ready to roll over and go to sleep... How pathetic is that? As long as I sleep all night though I guess I don't care much... At least I get away from all the dwelling I've been doing... As long as it doesn't leak into my dreams
G'night all, stay safe
*cuddles all around*
I'm selfish, impatient, and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I'm out of control, and at times hard to handle, but if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.
~ Marilyn Monroe
i wish ic uold be in bed right nwo. wtuipid work and bieng cold. i dont' want o be cold anymore 8cries* and i have to go take a kid to the gym and be there iwht him and it'll be cold AND smely there. stupid. evetyhtign is stupid. just like me. *crioes*
"Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind."
i have heatpump in my office but it's not working! it's just... blowing cold air! stupid thing >.< i'm so cold. and tired. and sore. my hand is burning. i think it might be a bit infected... oh dear. wow. this is really hard to type clearly. have to keep fixing mistakes. ****. i want to go home!
"Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind."
.gif "yawn")
