want that someday be now.
*buries my face in heather*
*cries some more*
want nice people.
not hurtful ones.
lots things i want.
maybe am just asking for too much.
These kicks take me far away my dear; Far away from myself Far away from my troubles
Far away from heaven
*cuddles you both* why's this silly country have to be so big and places be far awaaaay =[
“The good things don’t always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.”
“Nobody important? Blimey, that’s amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before.”
“If it’s time to go, remember what you’re leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.”
you not askeing for too much sweetie. *holds closer and dries tears* wanna pet the kitty? [if either of you have skype can see kitty for reals :P
“The good things don’t always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.”
“Nobody important? Blimey, that’s amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before.”
“If it’s time to go, remember what you’re leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.”
tracie- i know. i freaking want it :P
ugh im tiiiired. wanna go to garden state equality rally thingy sunday but no way to get there. annoying =p
getta see my friend tonite tho =]
“The good things don’t always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.”
“Nobody important? Blimey, that’s amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before.”
“If it’s time to go, remember what you’re leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.”
“The good things don’t always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.”
“Nobody important? Blimey, that’s amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before.”
“If it’s time to go, remember what you’re leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.”
Originally Posted by troubleshooter Well sweetheart she is right. Sometimes when you work through it, it DOES feel better. It's sort of like getting an infected cut cleaned out. It hurts a whole lot to get it cleaned out, but then it can be wrapped up and start to heal, and feel better. Once you get over the initial hurt, you'll start to feel better and learn to deal with what happened. Understand?
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Originally Posted by troubleshooter Because stuff like this doesn't just go away honey. It's like a cut like I said honey. And if it doesn't get help it gets infected. If you ignore it, it just gets worse and worse and worse. But if we deal with it? It's much easier to heal and get on with things.
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Originally Posted by only hope
i don understand...i don get it *rocks* how can it help? aint talkin about it just like digging into the wound and makin it worse?
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Originally Posted by Secrets_Die
think its like you get the feelings and stuff out and know is wrong and stuff of them. sometimes we do things an cause we keep hurt in cause badd things that have happened and need get that out us so can help us feel better bout it all and better cope.
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Originally Posted by only hope
but...but...*whimpers* dont wanna go!!!!
talkin bout it jus makes it more real
some things while not want talk bout are kinda easier like the fact i anxious lots. but not about any of the hurts. or any of the bad things i do to me.
im fine, why cant they see that?
that. i dont get it.
sowwys.
*hides in corner*
Every day the world is made a chance to change but i feel the same.
And I wonder why would i wait till i die to come alive?"
All alone the way she feels
Left alone to deal with all the pain-drenched sorrow relief
*snuggles you both* Well Anna it hurts a whole lot at first. Like I said, it's like a doctor or nurse cleaning out al lthe infection. Have you ever had an infection cleaned out by a doctor? Or have to have an infected area lanced? It's horrible! But after that it starts to feel better, and heals much better. It will make it more real to start with, but it will also help you deal with it in the long run. Get it?
Farewell the Ashtray Girl
July 12, 1987-April 30, 2010
not had infection cleaned or anything no. only thing was had get a few stitches from accident once. didn hurt. aint it better to not make it hurt more? sometimes when doctors clean wound things go wrong and person get more hurt.
*curls up*
Every day the world is made a chance to change but i feel the same.
And I wonder why would i wait till i die to come alive?"
All alone the way she feels
Left alone to deal with all the pain-drenched sorrow relief
*picks Ann up and cuddles you* It's different if someone is trying to hurt you, or the start of helping hurts some. Understand? You're a big girl, I know you can.
Farewell the Ashtray Girl
July 12, 1987-April 30, 2010
“The good things don’t always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.”
“Nobody important? Blimey, that’s amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before.”
“If it’s time to go, remember what you’re leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.”
