hope the oven cleaning goes well lotti, they can get a bit gross i remember the ovens in student accomodation yuck!
argh just spent an hour analysing a rubbish poem i wrote with my councellor how very usefull from that we learned that im depressed and twisted shock horror. and also i need to stop listening to punk rock and death metal wow what a session
Im not happy, i got an email from UCAS telling me my application has been withdrawen and i no longer have a place at university. I cant even do anything about it til tuesday and i dont know what the **** is going on. They did this to me last year as well but i left it because i wasnt taking up the place.
But now im worried i dont have a place at all even though i accepted and confirmed with the universtiy. So much for having a good day.
"Its not how long a star shines, what is remembered is the brightness of the light"
Mmmmm today has been okay, SW didn't come up until 11.50 and didn't have time to do anything, I had to go out and go to chemist and the bank like, so we had a chat for about 20 minutes and then I went out, went to mums that was okay, went to the football, picked up nikki, just spent £70 in Asda, mainly on alcohol ahhh well, having a few people over tonight - operative word is few, even my supposed bf can't make an appearance.
Just going to go for a shower in the minute, got a bottle of malibu I plan to down tonight anyways!
Also, my side was really sore earlier, I am just a bit paranoid its my kidneys or liver or that and I have done damage, I dunno.
How is everyone else?
Something has changed within me, something is not the same, I'm through with playing by the rules of someone elses game. Too late for second guessing, too late to go back to sleep, its time to trust my instincts, close my eyes and leap....
Somethings I cannot change, but till I try I'll never know...
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Big hugs to all my friends on here, thanks for your constant support - love you guys
please go to hospital one_step_closer or phone nhs 24 - please
Something has changed within me, something is not the same, I'm through with playing by the rules of someone elses game. Too late for second guessing, too late to go back to sleep, its time to trust my instincts, close my eyes and leap....
Somethings I cannot change, but till I try I'll never know...
***
Big hugs to all my friends on here, thanks for your constant support - love you guys
Hope so, even if its just me and Nikki - that bottle of malibu is mine tonight
xxx
Something has changed within me, something is not the same, I'm through with playing by the rules of someone elses game. Too late for second guessing, too late to go back to sleep, its time to trust my instincts, close my eyes and leap....
Somethings I cannot change, but till I try I'll never know...
***
Big hugs to all my friends on here, thanks for your constant support - love you guys
ive just got in from being with the girls,we went up london and it really took my mind off things but now im home its all hit me again!
" my precious, precious child, I love you and I would never, never leave you during your times of trials and suffering. When you see only one set of footprints it was then that I carried you" you were carried out of are lifes into the next and when its my time to leave this life I know i will be carried into the next life with you.
I wish i had my world complete again.
'Can we protend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars, i could really use a wish right now' BoB
