Chapter 219
"How are you feeling?" asked Bill smiling as his twin looked around the white hospital ward.
"Ive been better" croaked Tom, his throat dry probably due to the anaesthetic and the long hours he had been in surgery.
"You’ve looked better too" laughed Bill motioning to his brothers dreadlocks sprawled across the pillow.
Tom reached up to feel his hair, wincing in pain as his skin stretched and pulled on his stitches in his stomach.
"**** that’s gonna take some sorting out, and I left my dreadlock wax at home so I can’t even sort them out"
Bill laughed as his brother made a face as he tried to sort out his dreads.
"Tom you’ve just been stabbed and had a major operation, I don’t think your hair is the most important thing right now" Bills face becoming serious when he mentioned the stabbing.
"What happened to Gerard?" asked Tom putting his arms back down to his sides.
"They didn’t catch him, he ran"
"Oh" Tom sighed and looked to the wall opposite him.
"Tom.. why did you do that with the nurse?" asked Bill looking at his twin. Tom knew this was coming, and yet he had no clue what to say.
"I don’t know" he whispered not even looking at his brother.
"What about Kiro?"
"I don’t know Bill, it’s just so confusing"
"What’s confusing?" asked Bill curious to know what was going on inside his brothers head, usually the twin thing told him but for some reason now it wasn’t.
"It’s a long story" sighed Tom fiddling with the crisp white sheets of the hospital bed.
"I have plenty of time" said Bill leaning back in his chair
Tom sighed and took in a deep breath.
"I don’t really know what I was thinking to be honest. But for ages now I didn’t think it was working out with Kiro. I mean yeah I really like him and yeah it’s my first relationship with a guy and I'm ok with that part, its just that he lives in Germany and we live here and the distance is horrible. Don’t get me wrong I love spending time with him and I love being in Germany, you know I get to see mom and Andreas but then I'm away from you guys and I miss you lot more than anything, and when me and Kiro are over here I feel so bad for him because he doesn’t know the language, well hardly and he has to take a break from his band. I guess I just don’t think its working out" Tom sighed taking in a deep breath "I don’t know how long I have felt like this but I don’t know."
Tom paused and looked up into his brothers eyes "To be honest Bill, we haven’t even gone all the way yet and I don’t know I guess I just don’t feel comfortable doing things like that with a guy yet"
Bill sighed. He felt so sorry for his brother – but he still hadn’t answered his question.
"Tom, but why did you do it with the nurse?"
"Once again I don’t know. I guess I was just confused and didn’t know what I was thinking. I guess I just craved some affection" Tom said still fiddling with the bed sheets.
"You need to tell Kiro" said Bill, looking at his brother directly in the eye.
"I know, but I just don’t know how to do it and when"
"Soon, you have to do it soon. Tom he has no idea whats happened with you or about the stabbing" Said Bill sighing, he felt so sorry for Kiro, they all did.
"Really?" Tom said surprised
"Yeah, you need to talk to him Tom"
"I will"
"Ok well I'm going back to my ward now, get some rest bro" Bill smiled and headed for his ward.
"Bill" Tom said
"Yeah?" said Bill turned around to face his twin.
"Thanks" smiled Tom
"No problem" replied Bill before pushing the doors open and heading back to his ward.
"Mr Kaulitz!" came a female voice
Bill rolled his eyes and turned to wear the voice was coming from "Yeah?"
It was the nurse that he hated from before, the one he was planning to sue.
"What are you doing out of bed? You are meant to be resting!" she said walking over to the oldest Kaulitz twin.
"I went to see my brother"
"I told you he isnt ready for visitors!" she said getting slightly irritated now.
"He seems fine to me!" said Bill, getting equally angry
"Well your not a doctor" she growled "now get back to bed and get some rest"
"Well sorrrrry for caring about my brother" snapped Bill and walked back to his bed.
God he hated that nurse so much.
Frank and Gerard reached the department which would do the tests to find out what was wrong with Frank.
Gerard sighed and smiled as he pushed the doors open, they had made it without being recognized. Success!
"Hey guys I’ve found him!" shouted a strong male voice from behind him. Gerard heard footsteps running upto him from behind.
Shiit.
DILLIGAF
"it’s when you’re acting selflessly, that you are at your bravest"
- Four.
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DON'T KILL ME WHEN YOU'VE READ IT (-hides just in case-)
Chapter 220
The nurse stopped when she heard the voice and looked at the two. Frank looked at Gerard anxiously.
“Gee!”
“I know, look, I love you ok.”
“What? What do you mean? What are you going to do?”
“I promise I’m not leaving you. I’ll see you soon.”
Frank blinked back tears as he saw Gerard disappear in the opposite direction to the voices but he was soon distracted by an even worse pain shooting through him.
Gerard ran along the corridors not really taking much notice of where he was going. All he knew was that he had to get away from the voices and then make it back to Frank and get the two of them plus Jaidon out again. He looked up at the sign on the wall while he briefly stopped to catch his breath. He was right back by where they’d left Jaidon. He stopped at the door and thought about what he was planning to do. It was worth a shot surely…
Frank lay there while the nurse applied the substance to his abdomen ready to do the scan. She could see how upset he was,
“Hey, whatever it is, I’m sure it’ll work out.”
“No, it won’t.” Whimpered Frank as he brushed fresh tears from his eyes, “He’ll get caught and then they’ll find out I lied and then we’ll never see Jaidon again and we’ll never see our friends again and it’s all wrong and not fair and he never meant to do what he did and…and…” Frank stopped to take a breath, before looking up at the nurse, “I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to go on, it’s just I haven’t been able to talk to anyone except him about it.”
“It’s ok, don’t worry,” She smiled sympathetically.
“What’s your name? If you don’t mind me asking.”
The nurse looked at him for a moment. She felt so sorry for him with all he was going through and she could see he really needed a friend right now.
“Well, you can call me Olivia.” She smiled at him
“Oh right. That’s a really nice name. I’m Frank but…well you know that already.”
“Well then Frank, lets get this scan over with and then I’ve got a spare 15 minutes so if you still want to.”
Frank smiled gratefully before turning his attention to the screen. If he’d got something freaky going on inside him he’d rather know straight away. He watched as the nurse moved the wand across his stomach before settling on one spot and frowning slightly.
“W…what is it?” Asked Frank nervously. He didn’t like the look on her face one bit.
Gerard was still outside the door, knowing his time was running out wasn’t helping him make a decision though. He took a deep breath stepped inside. Before the occupants had chance to say anything he spoke first.
“Look I know what I did was wrong and I know you and everyone else probably won’t ever forgive me for it but right now, the only things that matter to me are Frank and Jaidon and us being a family and being happy together. I just need your help for five minutes.”
Frank continued to try and figure out what the nurse had found. He stared at the screen hoping for a clue but he couldn’t really make anything out. He jumped slightly as she set the wand down and printed a picture of the current screen.
“What’s that for?” Asked Frank.
“I just need to check something ok? I’ll be two minutes.”
Frank watched anxiously as she left the room. His thoughts drifted back to Gerard. For all he knew they could’ve caught him by now, they could be on their way up here to get him too and then what would happen to them? To Jaidon? It didn’t bear thinking about. He let his head fall back slightly and stared out through the tiny crack in the door. She hadn’t closed it properly and he could see her talking to a doctor. He watched as she handed the doctor the picture and spoke quickly, gesturing to it as she did. The doctor frowned slightly and asked a few questions before nodding and handing her the picture back.
Gerard looked at the people in the room and quickly at the unoccupied bed. They needed to sort this quickly before anyone else saw. He knew exactly how to get to them aswell,
“Mikey, what if you and Hannah were in the same situation as me and Frank, wouldn’t you want to do whatever you could to stay together as a family?”
“That wouldn’t happen because I’m not stupid enough to stab one of my best friends.”
“Ok, ok, if something else happened then, I don’t know what but if something happened that threatened to tear the three of you apart then you’d do everything possible to stop it happening right?”
Mikey looked at his fiancée and then at their daughter before looking back to his brother. He had a point. As stupid as his actions were, he was just protecting his family, nothing else.
“Okay, what do you want me to do?”
The nurse switched the machine off and handed Frank some tissues to clean the gel off before taking a seat next to him.
“What’s wrong with me? I’ve got some horrible illness or something haven’t I? I’m going to die or something?”
Frank cried, completely forgetting that those things were near enough impossible now that he was a vampire, but with all of the things going on, it was hardly suprising that he couldn’t think logically right now.
“No, you haven’t got an illness but it’s not good news either.” She said sadly and as gently as she could.
“Well what’s wrong with me then?”
“I’m afraid there’s no easy way to say this but..”
“Say what? I don’t understand.”
“I’m sorry Frank but I’m afraid you’re suffering a miscarriage.”
“What? No! I can’t be! I..we…I can’t be. I mean…isn’t there anything you can do?” He asked the tears streaming down his face because deep down he knew the answer.
“I’m sorry, it was in the early stages, there’s no way we’d be able to do anything even if we found out sooner.”
Frank was lost for words. He didn’t know what to say all he could do was sit there and sob his heart out. He hadn’t even known for sure that he was pregnant. He’d had a feeling in the hotel but he’d pushed it to one side.
“Is there anyone I can call for you or anything?” Asked Olivia gently.
Frank looked up at her tearfully. He really wanted Gerard here. He needed him more than anything right now but he felt it was unfair to ask. It would be risking her job as well as Gerards safety and that was even if he hadn’t been caught yet.
“Well I want Gerard he but…”
“I’ll try and find him. I can’t guarantee anything but I’ll try and find him and get him here without being seen.”
She was interrupted by a knock at the door.
Gerard hid under the bed. He really wished he’d picked a better place but it’d have to do until Mikey got back with news about Frank. He shifted uncomfortably and waited. It seemed like hours had passed before he heard the door open and Mikey’s voice. Gerard peered out and looked up at him, searching his face for answers,
“I’m sorry Gee. Frank’s had a miscarriage.” Said Mikey gently.
Before they had chance to say or do anything, Amy came back.
What's gonna happen with me huh huh huh?
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I think we should have a WHOLE CHAPTER DEDICTED TO MEEEEEE.
Because I'm amazingly humble and modest, yah? :]
:D
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