I feel it everyday it's all the same
It brings me down but I'm the one to blame
I've tried everything to get away
So here I go again
Chasing you down again
Why do I do this?
Over and over, over and over
I fall for you
Over and over, over and over
I try not to...
There's something you don't know i've walked you off to keep you on your toes.
There's something you didn't know, i've grown some bones, so i can walk you off.
If i were in your shoes,i'd run a thousand miles just to tell you.
If i were in your room, using just my eyes i would tell you.i would tell you.
There's something you didn't know you've got your teeth in me and it hurts.
And i'm a lie away from saying what i really think, this is the bottom of the bottle saying swim or sink and you don't even need me now.
If i were in your shoes i'd run a thousand miles just to tell you.
If i were in your room, using just my eyes,*using just my eyes*,i would tell you.
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If i were in your shoes,i'd run a thousand miles just to tell you,if i were in your room, using just my eyes i would tell you.
if i were in your shoes,(if i were in your shoes)in your,And i'm a lie away from saying what i really think, this is the bottom of the bottle saying swim or sink and you don't even need me now.
'Maybe it's not my weekend, but it's gonna be my year'
Self-harm free since 18.4.2008 <3
I've been living with a shadow overhead,
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed,
I've been lonely for so long,
Trapped in the past,
I just can't seem to move on
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away,
Just in case I ever need them again someday,
I've been setting aside time,
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind
All I want to do is find a way back into love.
It's so easy to get lost in constantly having to present
whatever face you believe a person wants to see rather than your own
In my dreams i'll always see you soar above the sky.
In my heart there'll always be a place for you for all my life.
"Be nice. Think happy thoughts. Champion silver linings. Love all things (not just cute things like babies and kittens) & when you do love - love like they do in power ballads (you know like on a cliff with the wind in your hair and your eyes shut, knowing you'll never know love like this). Watch out for dog poo. Smile at people - even grumpy ones. Remember anything is possible & whatever you do always try to look on the bright side."
Here we come reach for your gun
And you better listen well my friend, you see
It's been slow down below,
Aimed at you we're the cowboys from hell
Deed is done again, we've won
Ain't talking no tall tales friend
'Cause high noon, your doom
Comin' for you we're the cowboys from hell
I cannot take this anymore
I'm saying everything I've said before
All these words they make no sense
I find bliss in ignorance
Less I hear the less you'll say
But you'll find that out anyway
Just like before...
Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I find the answers aren't so clear
Wish I could find a way to disappear
All these thoughts they make no sense
I find bliss in ignorance
Nothing seems to go away
Over and over again
22nd November 2018
"Don't suffer in your silence. Know you are never alone."
Don't turn away (don't give into the pain) Don't try to hide (though they're screaming your name) Don't try to hide (God knows what lies behind them) Don't turn out the light (never sleep, never die)
Fallen angels at my feet Whispered voices at my ear Death before my eyes Lying next to me, I'm here She beckons me, shall I give in? Upon my end shall I begin Forsaken all I've fallen for, I rise to meet the end
*..life in pain.. *-my older sis; Sweetest Downfall-my jellybean; greenspot-my cousin; TokioPanik!-my TokioHotelTwin; darkdestiny-my pet monkey; I-Feel-Infinate-my gerbil; frombullets2black-my llama; livingnotbreathing-my fellow spy; UnsureOne-my pet goldfish; xXxHis_fallen_angelxXx-my pet monkey; ashy_ashy18-my sister; Aryn is my fellow ninja and partner in crime
Apocalyptic and insane, but my dreams will never change
It's so cold tonight
All you need is fire and a friend to wish you well now
And wake up from this life
We're going nowhere fast
Can you wake up from this world of ours?
It's so cold tonight
Leave him numb. Leave him crushed.
All in all is all we are
I wish you well
I wish you well
On this trip to find yourself
I wish you well
Wish I could help
But I can't help you find yourself
Sometimes faith feels like doubt
And sometimes I wonder if we'll ever get out
Sometimes life hurts, just like now
But you gotta know, it's all gonna come back around
*..life in pain.. *-my older sis; Sweetest Downfall-my jellybean; greenspot-my cousin; TokioPanik!-my TokioHotelTwin; darkdestiny-my pet monkey; I-Feel-Infinate-my gerbil; frombullets2black-my llama; livingnotbreathing-my fellow spy; UnsureOne-my pet goldfish; xXxHis_fallen_angelxXx-my pet monkey; ashy_ashy18-my sister; Aryn is my fellow ninja and partner in crime
Apocalyptic and insane, but my dreams will never change
I'm at this old hotel
But can't tell if I've been breathing or sleeping
Or screaming or waiting for the man to call
And maybe all of the above
Cause mostly I've been sprawled on these cathedral steps
While spitting out the blood and screaming
"Someone save us!"
I don't want you to give it all up,
And leave your own life collecting dust,
and I don't want you to feel sorry for me,
You never gave us a chance to be,
And I don't need you to be by my side,
To tell me that every things all-right,
I just needed you to tell me the truth,
You know I'd do that for you,
So why are you running awayyyyy.
All the world's a stage, and all the men and women merely players ~ Shakespeare