When I lay at night trying to get to sleep I think of all the things I want to tell you that you don't already know. I've gone over it so many times I can remember it all word for word. Only thing is, when I see you all I want to do is look at you and not say a word for the fear of ruining what we have built. I'd hate to take that all away from you by telling you who I really am. I don't think I could lose you like that.
I have never missed anyone this much. I actully cant do anything without you. Haha You have made me so happy:) i just hope its all worth it! Loveee xxxxxx
I am not perfect and I don't claim to be. And if that's what you wanted, well I am so sorry... So mighty, so hegemonic, so hating, so desecrating, so there, so nowhere, so hurting, we fall between indifference, rejection...
~*forever_lost*~; my RYL cousin. Hells; my RYL niece. Katch; my RYL big sister. Voice Of Reason; my everything.
I need you and i love you so much! no one loves you like i do! i cant live without you, i hate that we are taking time out it makes me cry constantly. I wish you were here with me, just sitting and saying nothing would do. .why do we have to be having so much trouble, i need you and i miss you like ive never missed anyone before! Please come back x x x x x
Why cant it just be alright. Why cantyou be my prince in shining armour? Why am i even expecting this of you? Why cant it be like it used to be..why am i still here?
I wish i didnt hurt you so much. Im sorry.
