The Borderline Personality Disorder Thread - Page 514

Left in the centre · 29-03-2010, 06:49 PM

lotti - its ok that todays a bad day. make sur re you re arrang ehte appointment tomorrow when your feeling better.

hellz - whilst weed seems like its gonna help now it oes screw with your mind but im sure you know that so im not gonna lecture. but od's wont help anything.. get yourself to hospital. i dont care if you hate it .. you dont have a choice if your not safe.

ferret - the point of long term (and possible od's in genral) od's is that they end up making organs fail... now it could be conicidence and something entirely different but you need to get checked out .

me - spent a few hours out the house today i wanna do soemthing tonight but im not sure what i think its going to rain... but im doing ok

~Grace~ · 29-03-2010, 07:04 PM

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ferretmonster · 29-03-2010, 07:48 PM

i went and i have a LFT tomorrow, i thought for a minute i was going to have to go to a and e and explain to everyone why,

back kills, but i kinda know its my liver tbh

ok i lie, it really hurts stupid ferret bloody stupid ferret should have just done it right in the first place

Tig · 29-03-2010, 08:35 PM

Hugs Ferret. Hope your LFT comes back normal. Thinking of you x

Left in the centre · 29-03-2010, 08:52 PM

ferret - well done for goin hosp . hope the tests come back ok .. if they dotn your in the right hands for help.

rowie - so you go to a and e and get stitches and now everyone knows u hurt yourself again... what exactly have you achieved ? nothing but worry and panic really... you'll feel awful afterwards.

29-03-2010, 10:04 PM

ive got sooo much anger inside me right now and i don't know how to get rid of it. im not used to feeling this, i don't know where its come from im being paranoid i think about friendships i don't know how to deal with that. sory i havent been much good been snowed under with uni work and training.

hellz · 29-03-2010, 10:28 PM

really cant be bothered with anything today :( hope this od works. thanks for all of u that tried to support me today

Left in the centre · 29-03-2010, 10:47 PM

cheryl - how are you feeling now. could you try folding a bit of paper in half as many times as you can then unfolding then re folding ... its what i used to do when my anger got really bad and it gave me something to do with my hands - other than cutting -

hellz - have you od'd ? hope your ok

hellz · 29-03-2010, 10:49 PM

nope got everything laid out though i just need my bottle of jd now

29-03-2010, 10:56 PM

hellz its not going to solve nething tbh is it cum on think realistically wat will it solve.

thanks for the tip sarah gna try it. trying hard not to cut again today. hows it being bk in bedford x

hellz · 29-03-2010, 11:01 PM

well it should solve alot there have been cases of death at a low dose so i have a huge margin of error

I am a cat · 29-03-2010, 11:22 PM

Oh gosh Hellz I hope you havnt done anything...stay talking to us..

Cheryl - Im here if you need me.

as for me *sits in a dark corner and cries*

29-03-2010, 11:25 PM

thanks sammi. hugs.
hellz can u ring sumone

hellz · 29-03-2010, 11:27 PM

its too late for phone calls its amazing how calm i am

Bleeding Angel · 29-03-2010, 11:33 PM

Its never too late, and if you really wanted to die then you wouldnt be here right now, so maybe that shows you that you dont really want to die, your looking for a way out, its completly different. You should go to hospital.

Im so tired.

hellz · 29-03-2010, 11:35 PM

im having panic attacks if i even look up the number for nhs 24 and im not calling 999 over a stupid wee overdose so i cant do it no matter how much i want to

Bleeding Angel · 29-03-2010, 11:41 PM

You need to calm down, breath and either call them or make your own way to hosital, either way you have to go get checked out.

hellz · 29-03-2010, 11:47 PM

i cant help but wonder whats the worst thing that would happen if i didnt get hecked out, i just cant phone anyone i've got no money for a taxi n probs am way over the limit to drive

I am a cat · 29-03-2010, 11:49 PM

you could die?

Please phone someone

Left in the centre · 30-03-2010, 12:02 AM

hellz - calm down. if your over the limit and out of money call 999 or the hosp the abulance or paramedics will come get u .. its safer. youve already said your meds can be lethal so you could die.. or theres brain damage or liver failure... the fact that your posting means some part of you is clinging on to life. .
just phone and say the following words ambulance. i've taken an overdose and im suicidal ... then give your address